Namjoon POV
"You seriously want me to start hitting on Leera?"
"Yeah. You both have a special relationship, so I want to see if she'd rather be with you than me.."
"But what if she actually likes me? I can't do that to you, Jungkook.."
"It's alright. I'll handle it and move on...I just want to give her the chance to figure out who she really wants to be with...there were times that I doubted her actually wanting to be with me.."
I bite my lip as I get nervous that this could go terribly wrong.
He may act like he'll be fine no matter what, but I could very easily see him go into a spiral of depression...
"Oh there she is. Go to her before she sees us together and suspects something..!"
He gives me a shove and sends me into her direction...
"Oh hey Namjoon."
"Hi.."
No other words come out as I'm terrified to actually start hitting on her...
"Something the matter?"
As we walk through the hallways and get to where Jungkook can't see us anymore, I gain some confidence...
"Nope, just wondering if you did well with your chemistry homework?"
Okay good. That's good. Changing the subject...
"Eh, could've gone better. I just hope the teacher will still thinks it's good enough."
"Oh I'm sure he will. You're the best student he's got as far as I'm concerned."
I brush her hair away from her eyes, making her avoiding looking in my direction now...
Ugh! That might've been too soon...
"I'm sorry. I just wanted to see your eyes better.."
"Oh it's alright.."
We arrive at math class where we have to split up for the morning...
"Well I'll see you at lunch then?"
She just nods, so I take the leap to go one step further with her...
I take her hand and give it a squeeze before heading off to my own class...
I don't know if that was the best or worst decision I've made so far...
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I make my way into the cafeteria in search of where Leera is...
Crap.
She's in line with Jimin?
Since when did they start hanging out like that?
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His First Love
FanfictionShe's new, poor, and lonely. He's popular, rich, and doesn't go by the rules. Girls flock around him, but she's the first to not fall for it. They find each other unbearable, but will they learn to love each other's differences? [Contains suicida...
