A Love story

Half way through our trip

It has been an crazy exciting trip so far. We have seen the boys make tik toks, go live, been on live with them, watched them take modeling photos been on dates and had just down right fun. Tonight is the night of the dreamla launch party. The house is going to be packed with people. Ashley and you havent had alone time in a while other than when were sleeping but thats hasnt been every night either. Ashley and Dom have gotten very close to the point Dom asked her to be his girlfriend. My thoughts about this was crazy but seeing her happy made you happy for her. Ashley and you are getting ready and were just talking about how crazy life has gotten in little under a week. Her and Dom were coming out tonight that they were dating and you were so happy for her but also so jealous. You felt like that friend again that was still single, and of course anxiety and depression wanted to join the party. But you told yourself no not turning this happy moment for them about you. This was their night. She is your best friend and you are going to go out there with a smile on your face and ready to party. Ashley had been talking about something but you didn't know what since you were in your head hyping yourself up not to be a Debbie downer. My thoughts and Ashley conversations gets interrupted by Dom needing to get ready too. You were pretty much done getting ready and went back to the room to get dressed. Once you got into my room you shut the door and locked it just in case. But it didn't matter. Bryan was already in there sitting on my bed looking sexy as hell with his suit on and crooked tie. You walk over to him and stand in between his legs, so you can fix his tie. He puts his hands on your hips to help "steedy" you. That's better as you put yourhands on his really buff shoulders. Bryan went to stand up and you took a step back to give him more room which he didn't want since he pulled you back in. His hand hot to the touch holding my hips against him. You could tell he wanted to rip off my clothes as you did his. Instead he asked me if he could kiss me. You were like is that even a question as you rolled your eyes. Something switched inside of Bryan. He pushes you up against the wall and starts kissing you passionately. Some time passed and you pushed him back onto the bed. You slowly get on top of him and lowered your body onto his your lips find each others and it feels like fireworks were going on around us. Trying to catch our breath we finally stop. You roll off of him and lay on the bed next to him trying to breath. So many thought run through your head. "If he can do this to me  by making out im surely going to die if I have sex with the man." You think inside your head. He sits up and look down at me. "Well that was hot as fuck!" "I've never had a girl do that to me." Jokingly you sit up to your elbows and say and it won't be the last with a naughty smirk on your face. Totally forgetting about the party that has been going on upstairs we get up fix our clothes and get ready to head upstairs. Before we leave the room, Bryan asks if " will you be mine?" Without hesitation you answer YES! He kisses you sweet and loving this time, and grabs your hand and takes you upstairs. Of course people start staring.

"Oh my god is Bryan Williams and that girl dating?"

"Who is she?"

" Wow! He could do way better!"

You try and keep a smile on your face, but everyones comment is on repeat in your head. Bryan could tell something was bothering you. He asked if you wanted to go to the roof. You shake your head and he leads you to the roof. The view was breath taking. Bryan grabbed both of my hand and said don't let what those people were saying get you down. Everyone that lives in this house loves you. The other peoples opinions don't matter. You agreed with him and my smile was back on my face. He signs and said thats better with a cute smile on his face. Then Bryan let go of my hands and did the simping symbol with his fingers. You reply back by breaking his and wrapping your arms around his neck to bring him into a kiss. He return the gesture. As the party was going on Bryan and you had a blast on the roof. Laughing, dancing, singing, and kissing was the best part. Later on it felt like everyone was up here. Chris, Tyler, Tristan, Dom, Ashley, Mel and Zach were on the roof. All of us were having a great conversation and the party started to die down. Once everyone left we went to dinner. Tyler and chris were fighting about being tops and bottoms. Mel was yelling at them about using bad language. Dom, Bryan and Tristan were snapping and you and Ashley  were just sitting enjoying the company and scenery. As the night got later you could feel your eyes getting heavy. We got back into the van and you laid your head down on Bryan's arm. He moved it so he could put it around you and you could lay on his chest. He put his head down on mine and he said thank you this evening. You looked up at him and give him a kiss on the cheek. After we got back to the house Bryan carried me to the bedroom. He put me in the bed and covered me up, kissed my forehead and said goodnight sweetheart. You grab his hand and said stay with me. He got in bed with me and rubbed my head till you were fast asleep again.