Karma x Male reader *Discontinued*

💔 Cheating

Credits to Tensai-kun for the art above.

Small Trigger warning ⚠️ small mention of suicide, nothing to bad tho. But if that still makes you uncomfortable then please do not read. (I love angsts too much).

-reader's pov-

It was finally the end of school, and I was heading over to Karma's house like we planned. He was going to help me study because I'm falling behind in math again.

I eventually got to the bottom of the mountain, this is where I split ways with Nagisa. As I'm walking down the road I can't help but wonder why Karma's been missing even more school recently than he normally does. He doesn't really pay much attention to me anymore and I feel a bit neglected. But I finally get to hang out with him and maybe I can talk to him about it.

When I finally reach his house I knock on the door, I didn't see his parents cars here so they must not be here tonight. I knock again, and no answer. I knock one more time, and of course no answer once again.

A while back he told me where the spare key as for the front door if I ever needed it. So I grab it and unlock the door. It's very quiet, and he's not in the kitchen or the living room. So he must be in his bedroom, so I walk down the hall and open the door.

Everything I was holding fell to the floor, my smile dropped, and tears were threatening to fall.

"W-what is t-t-this?" I say in a quiet voice but enough for him to here me. Karma turned to me and his jaw dropped. Clearly he was not ready for my arrival because he's now sitting in his bed making out with a random chick.

"Y/n I promise it's not what it looks like," he tried to defend himself. So this is why he's been missing more school than usual and why he's been basically ignoring me. I never really did think he was actually gay. And I thought he only started dating me out of pity. If he wasn't gay, he could have just told me and rejected me when I confessed.

"No, I don't want to hear it! Clearly it is what it looks like, you're on your bed making out with some chick when you knew you and your boyfriend had plans tonight to study. So I don't want to hear any excuses you have to say," I said sternly trying so hard not to cry, because if I cry it's the equivalent of him winning and I can't have that happening.

"No please y/n, I live you only you don't be mad. I won't do it again I promise," he was in tears, he wasn't even trying to hold back. It was almost fascinating to see, even me as his ex-boyfriend has never really seen him cry.

"Ok well if I'm the only one you love then tell the BITCH to get out and you never want to see her again, and I want an apology, then I will take my leave," I didn't want to risk this happening again so of course I'm going to break up with him. But he needs to get that whore out of here before I hear an apology from him.

"GET OUT, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN YOU BITCH!!!! JUST LEAVE!" Karma yelled through tears, he so need so passionate when saying that. It sounded like she was his enemy and he's hated her for years.

The girl grabs her stuff and rushes out of the house as fast as she can.

"Ok now it's time for the apology," at this point I didn't even care how harsh I sounded. I didn't even want to cry anymore, was this truly a sign that Karma and I just aren't meant to be?

"I am so sorry y/n," he whispered. I heard him but I did want to hear him say it louder and more like he means it.

"Louder."

"I'm sorry."

"Louder!"

"I'M SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING! I WAS YOU TO BE MY ONLY LOVE, I NEVER LOVED HER TO BEGIN WITH. Just please don't leave me..." He really did sound like he meant it that time, the last bit was more of a whisper but I heard it.

"Thanks for the apology Karma, but I don't think this best for us to stay together after what happened. I'm sorry to for not being a good enough boyfriend for you, but I'll be taking my leave now," then I left. Not even turning back because I know if I did that would be the thing to make me start crying.

-3rd person pov-

Karma just sat there in shock, he lost the most important thing to him, and it was all his fault. He didn't know what to do anymore. How could he be so stupid?

When y/n got home later that night he immediately changed into some PJs and and went to go talk to his mom.

He explained everything to her and she told him that it's going to be best to move on as soon as possible. She also told him that she never even liked Karma that much any much.

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Karma hadn't been to school for 2 weeks, he hasn't even made one appearance to anyone.

It's because he committed suicide. He decided to hang himself in his room. He left a short note saying:

Just know I completely blame myself. And please show E-class this. If you are reading this e-class please continue your mission to kill our teacher. Don't let my death prevent any progress you guys make. I hope you can eventually forgive me y/n.
-sincerely Karma Akabane

His funeral was held a couple weeks later and his family and everyone from E-class was there, even Professor Bitch.

Y/n read the note and a tear fell onto the paper,"I forgive you, I hope you will be watching me from above," he had said clearly stated towards Karma like he was actually sitting in front of him.

Everyone else was already gone so it was just him and Karma.

"Of course that was plan anyways, and please don't make any stupid decisions now that I'm not there,"

Y/n could have sworn he heard Karma's voice every night from then on, it was almost haunting him, but he knew Karma was in a better place...

-author-chan-

Hey sorry this one kind of sucked, I haven't written an angst in a while. I know posts have been slow, but with school I've been pretty busy. I also have lot of other stuff happening so please bare with me.