Imagining One Direction

Niall Cheats

Niall, just stop!" You push past him, vision blurred by your stinging tears.

"No Daniela, you need to listen to me." Niall says firmly, though his voice trembles with the fear of losing you.

"I'm done Niall. I can't do this anymore." Your tears flow freely now as you try and grab your things. He reaches for your wrist.

"Don't you dare touch me." You snap with a whisper, though the words are sharp and cut through the air with an audible slice.

"How could you do this to me? I...I thought you loved me." You scoff at yourself for believing that he did, that he really had meant all he had said to you every night in his arms.

You stop and collect yourself, angrily wiping your tears on your sweater. Your rage is boiling inside of you, remembering when you saw the video of Niall with that girl at the bar. You turn to face the heartbreaker not expecting him to be so close.

You're face to face, his blue gems full of guilt and anguish. His face is flushed and his eyes are tired, showing the signs of sleepless nights. His pink lips are pressed into a tight line as he fights back tears and reaches for your hand.

"Please. Dani, listen to me." He laces his burning fingers with yours and you can feel his erratic pulse through his touch.

His sweltering tears cloud his bloodshot eyes as you peel your gaze away and look to the ground. He didn't seem like the same boy you fell in love with, the one who promised he would never hurt you or love anyone else.

You try and push him away but he grips your hand tighter. You're too weak and numb to scream anymore, and Niall takes the quiet as his chance to get his plea in.

"Daniela, that girl...she meant nothing to me. It was a stupid, drunken mistake. You're the one I love. I'm so, so sorry..." He shakes his head and a tear drips from the tip of his cherry red nose. His accent is thick and soupy, full of self-loathing."I would do anything to take it back, to make this go away, so that you would never be hurt. This is killing me. You don't understand what it's like to see you cry and know that it's because of me."

He gives up and drops to his knees, his face in his hands. You tower over him and his shoulders tremble as he whispers a million 'I'm sorry's.

"I hate myself. I don't deserve you. But I'm too selfish to let you leave." He runs his hands through his blonde hair roughly, tugging at the ends painfully as he dwells in his suffering. Seeing him like this made your heart ache.

Even though he hurt you, you still loved this boy. This boy that tore you apart and has made you cry yourself to sleep for the past week. You drop to the floor with him.

"God Dani. I'm so stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid!" Niall pounds his palm into his forehead, reddening his face more and you grab his hands before he hurts himself any further. Niall has always been an emotional person, so easily shattered when the people he loved were in pain, and the fact that he was the source of your pain is burning him alive.

"Niall, tell me what you were thinking. I want to know what happened." You whisper through gritted teeth as the scene plays again in your head.

A filthy blonde girl with a tight black dress all over Niall. Her tongue was down his throat as Niall welcomed her with an aggressive, groping touch and sloppy kisses.

"Don't make me say it." He looks into your eyes, pleading for forgiveness.

"Tell me." You demand.

"I was drunk. I hardly remember it, don't even remember if she had a name. I was just... I don't know, lonely I guess. And the lads all had their girls and she came up to me and kissed me...and I didn't stop her. But as soon as I saw you in my mind. I walked away. She pulled me back but I walked out. I was so smashed I even ended up having a smoke. It was an awful night. I just missed you and you know I don't handle the distance well. When I miss your touch and your face..."

You flinch as he reaches for your cheek and his touch stops short and his hand falls to his lap

"...I have no excuse. I'm just begging you to forgive me. Please. Let me make this right. I love you so much, I would die without you." He whimpers as you breakdown and process his words.

You have never felt more betrayed in your whole life. Seeing him with another girl like that, touching her, kissing her, loving on her, even for a moment, puts you in physical pain. You are both so vulnerable at this point that you just need each other.

You hold his hands to your lips and let your tears fall. All is quiet in the flat, except for the audible sound of heartbreak and crying as you both sit on the floor. Niall finally looks up and holds your face firmly, causing you to seep up the emotions in his baby blues.

"I am SO sorry. I refuse to lose you. I am begging for your forgiveness. I'll never hurt you again, that would be the death of me." Your faces are dangerously close and the heat radiating off of your bodies causes a bead of sweat to appear on his neck.

You remember the past four years with this boy, the laughs, the love, the memories. He had been with you through your mistakes, though not as severe, and he was the love of your life.

How do you let that go?

How do you let go of the one person that gives your life purpose?

How do you say goodbye to someone whose destiny was intertwined with yours just as your bodies had been intertwined on nights of love and passionate, heated lust?

You both breathe heavily just as your eager breath warms each others lips. Niall's eyes never leave yours as he lays you on your back and hovers over you, hands on your hips.

"Forgive me. I love you." He whispers.

He doesn't wait for a response as he put his lips on yours. The emotions are so overwhelming, you pour everything into each other.

You reach up and tug his hair aggressively as your mouths move swiftly and eagerly. He parts his lips and breathes into you, as tears still fall from his eyes.

Everything flashes through your mind; those summers, the first time you met, the video, the scandals, the music, the laughter.

You squeeze your eyes shut and let go. Your tongue searches his mouth as he allows you to have your way. He takes his lips from yours and kisses away your tears, only to be replaced by his own.

He leaves wet hot kisses on your neck as he pins your arms above your head, taking out his frustration on your smooth skin. He nibbles and licks your supple neck as your dark hair is tousled on the floor. You let his name slip from your lips, and it tastes sweet as your mouth forms the word.

You shudder as he kisses the hollow of your throat and connects his mouth with yours again. You bite his bottom lip not being gentle as you let a moment of anger slide into the kiss.

You release the nibble as he traces the outline of your lips with his smooth tongue. He lets his weight drop slightly as his hips grind into you roughly.Your back arches and your stomach meets his lean torso as his fingers slip under your shirt and graze your skin.

You shiver under his touch. He still has so much power over you. This love was real and you know it as he whispers your name hotly in your ear. Your nails dig into his back as he kisses you once more before flipping you on top of him.

You lay on him, bodies vibrating from passion and fury. He grips your back as a moan leaks from his mouth. You press your body into his and bite his neck roughly, surely leaving a mark.

"Oi!" He yells, still not releasing his hold on you.

"That was for cheating on me, you sexy bastard." You smirk into his chest as he strokes your hair. Your burning bodies lay strewn on the bedroom floor as the last of your tears are released.

"I'm gonna make this right Daniela, I swear. I love you." His voice shakes.

"I love you too. We're gonna make it." You say quietly as you fall asleep in the arms of the man who held your heart in his hands