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Insecure

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Kai POV
I had just woke up it was 2 am in the morning, everyone else was sleeping. I always wake up at this time and I hate it because I'm left alone with my thoughts and that's not a good thing, I over think everything.
I get up slowly trying not to wake my beautiful boyfriends, their just so perfect.
I make my way to the the bathroom and I look in the mirror and I just stare at myself, one tear dropped from my eyes as I thought about how ugly,fat,and stupid I was. I thought why would something like me I'm not attractive at all, what if their all planning on dumping me and I-I haven't seen the signs.
At this point I'm sobbing I just want to feel nothing(warning) I grab a razor blade off the sink and cut for each one of my flaws.
One- for being fat
Two-for being ugly
Three-for having acne
Four-for not being lovable
Five-for being stupid
And two more for being me 😞
I smiled and drop the razor on the floor I felt so good and numb.
I felt sleepy, my vision started looking blurry until all I could see is black.

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