~Book One~ Fixing What's Broken ✔ (COMPLETE)

Minnie - Chapter 22 (TW)

~MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING~

~Minnie's POV~

When I woke up the familiar scent of melons filled my senses, and brought me down from this personal nightmare I was having over and over. Then the stench of cleaning supplies, rubber, and something else started to swoop in and block out anything remotely calming.

I cracked my eyes and immediately recognized a room that was all too familiar, I was in a hospital room. Namjoon, Jin, and everyone else nowhere to be seen but Hoseok was sitting in the corner. He was holding his head with his chin on his hands, his arms bowed and resting against his bouncing legs.

In my induced haze, one distinct thought kept replaying over and over in my mind, and it wasn't my own it had to be his.

'My parents are the reason Jimin lost his Eommani.'

Memories came flooding back to just before I had an attack, and all I can do is lay there numb.

"I-I'm so sorry." He whimpers, sobbing into his hands now. I don't think he realized I was awake just yet, he kept saying sorry over and over.

"S-Stop saying sorry," I whispered my voice hoarse from all the damn screeching I did earlier. "I-I don't blame you." It was true and yet a part of me wanted so desperately to find a reason to. I couldn't though, it wasn't him, he didn't know any more than I did. He went through trauma too, and now we're both going through more.

He looks up and that's when I notice how bloodshot his eyes are, the claw marks on his arms from his own claws, and worry mixed with fear and distraught.

"S-Stop crying, I'm not mad at you, unless you knew and were hiding it from me." I harden my hoarse voice and he shakes his head falling to his knees once he reaches my bed and sobbing harder.

"I-I-I—" He sobs to the point he can't breathe, and it breaks my heart, seeing him crying period does something to me. I can't stand it; I can't see him cry like this.

"Stop crying for five minutes Hoseok and look at me!" I growl and he tries to listen but fails miserably, falling down fully, and sobbing against the tiled floor.

I sigh and see that I have an IV in along with a monitor on my finger, I rip the IV out clamping my hand over it regretting once he got a whiff of my blood.

"Jimin!" He gasps and I rip the monitor off too, ignoring the loud continuous beep and force myself out of the bed and practically falling onto him.

"Stop crying okay?" I sigh and move the collar of his shirt out of the way, pressing soft kisses to his mark. "Shhh." I murmur and keep doing it, anything to get him to stop crying.

"F-Friends don't-"

"I think we're past the friend part about five fucks ago. I'm done hiding, done running, you proved yourself okay? You win, I will let you love me and you better fucking let me love you." I growl teasing kind of, but my own heart has had enough heartbreak.

I need to shove part of what happened today away, and that means shoving my father out of the picture. That means letting someone in who actually wants me, wants to love me, and wants to accept me no matter how broken I am.

"We can be broken together and help each other put back the pieces." He whispers and I nod, fixing what is broken isn't easy.

I have a lot of broken parts, a lot of broken dreams, a lot of broken memories. I feel finding him, was the first step like Jin tried to get through to me. I don't need to fear him, he isn't an asshole without feelings. He wants to give to me what Jin has with Namjoon.