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"Kazuichi, are you ready?" Gundham asked, "ya, let's go" I smile at him.
I hope he's not concerned on why I keep smiling at him, but u can't controle it, he's so cute, everything about him is attractive, I just wanna...Chill chill, I can't go that far, I hate myself sometimes, I get so caught up that I end up having dirty thoughts...
I didn't realize Gundham was talking... What do I say...
"Uh... Let's just go.." I go towards Gundham and pick up his hand, "come on" Yes! He's blushing! Ok! Now... Whats another thing I can do to make him flustered...
"Hey Gundham, have you realized that your super cute today?" I laugh, "mn.." He covered his face with his scarf, Yes! That was a bonus!
We pass by Gundhams mom, she smiled at us, "bye Kazuichi!" She shouted, "bye Miss Tanaka!" I smile at her.
Once we finally make it to my house, I see my dad waiting for me on the porch... You've gotta be shitting me..
I let go of Tanakas hand and start rubbing my side, "hmm? Whyd you let go Kazuichi?" "I-I mean were already here aren't we?" I chuckled softly, "oh... I guess that is true..." He put his hand in his pocket and smiled at me, "good day Kazuichi" He said, "ya, bye Hammies!"
I go up to the porch and sigh, "hey dad.." "Who was that?" He asked, "no one, just a friend" "Kazuichi, I don't care if your gay or not, just go fuck him already" He laughed, "daaad!" I shouted, "I'm kidding, I don't even know anything yet" He chuckled.
My dad got mad easily, but he was always there for me when I was a kid.
We always hung out with each other, one time he even let me try beer, but... It was root beer instead of beer, how embarrassing, I even acted like I was drunk... BUT ANYWAYS! THAT WAS WHEN I WAS LITTLE!
I opened the front door and let Tatsuo and myself in.
"Incase you need me, I'll be in the basement Kazuichi" My dad said, closing the basement door, "like I'll need you right now, I could just go somewhere right without you even noticing" I mumured, I go to my room and look at pictures of Tanaka that Mahiru took, not gonna lie, ik suprised she got one of him smiling, he looks happy in that picture, I want to see him smile...
I've seen him smile before but.. I wanna see it again, he's so cute...
"Kazuichi, you've gotta stop being gay" I laughed, but my laughter turned to soft cries, i didn't know if Gundham returned the same feelings, I got my beanie and threw it across the room, "FUCK LOVE!" I shouted, I placed my hands on my head and started tugging, his hair, pulling it, to the point he started crying even more.
He hated loving people, not after what HE has done.
-5 years ago-
"Kazuichi... I-I have to tell you something" A blonde boy asked, "sure, what's up!" Kazuichi smiled at him, "let's go to the art room to talk about it, no one is there right now..." He grabbed Kazuichis hand and brought him to the class.
"Ya, What's up Nikushimi" Kazuichi smiled, "... I-I like you..." The other boy blushed, "... N-Nikushimi?" He looked down and looked back at his friend, "I like you too" Souda giggled, "..." Nikushimi Waichi glared at his friend in disgust, "EWW! YOU THOUGHT I LIKED YOU?!" He laughed, "why would I like such a ugly, smelly, nerd like you?" That's when it happened, a whole bunch of students came out from behind the desks and started laughing at him, "Eww!" A girl laughed, "I got it on camera guys!" A fat black haired boy said, "I-I don't think t-this is n-n-nice..." A girl with purple hair cried, "AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
Those laughs filled Kazuichis head, all he could do was cry, "stop it... Stop it" He cried, he curled up into a ball and started crying, choking on his own tears.
*knock knock*
"Y-You alright in there kiddo?" My dad asked, "hm? Oh, ya ya, just.. Uh.. Don't worry about me dad, go do your stuff" I laugh, "I'm going in" I quickly while my tears as soon as he opened the door, "I thought I heard you cry-"
"Kazuichi, your eyes are puffy and your nose is red, go wash your face and take a shower, that'll refresh your mind, just know, I care for you, ok? I don't want you to feel sad. If anything is bothering you, tell me, I know I'm a lousy dad, but... Tell me" Tatsuo wrapped his arms around me, "Dad... I really like him..." I cried, "but I hate him at the same time..." I know my dad's reaction is going to be disgust, he prolly hates me now..
"Kazuichi, I already told you, I don't care who you like, I know I hardly have time to talk to you, but that doesn't matter, Kazuichi I care about you, your my son" He sighed, I looked up at him and feel my eyes water it was like a flood has just occurred.
I hug my dad and tell him about what happened in middle school and what happened this year, about my feelings for Gundham, he understood and bought me Mc Donalds to congratulate me on finally coming out.
I'm happy he understood.
But... I couldn't help but think about Gundham, I know I admitted to liking him but... I actually think he feels the same way, he's always blushing and gets flustered easily, I like it so much.
I close the Mc Donalds bad and shoved it in the microwave.
"Dad, I'll be going to Gundhams right now!" I smile at him, grabbing my beanie and exiting the house.
Things you earned that can be used for only Kazuichis POV
□ Kazuichis pov
□ love interest: Gundham
□Mc Donald bag
Things you earned that can be used for only Gundhams POV
□ Gundhams pov
□ love interest: Kazuichi
□ friendship charm
