Harry Potter Oneshots

Scrobus

This is just a hardcannon I had.

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Hello I'm Scorpius Malfoy, well that's not my legal name, it's actually Scorprina, but it's what I like to be called anyway. I'm 14 years old and I go to a boarding school called Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry. You see I'm a trans boy. I was born a girl and the only child of Draco and Astoria. All my life they wanted me to be happy, so they didn't raise me like they were on the old pureblood beliefs. Only I wasn't all that happy as I made myself out to be.

As a child and when my parents went out and left me at the manor for short periods of time I liked to go through dad's wardrobe and stuff. One day I was caught with one of his ties and he told me, that I wasn't to go through his clothes again so I stopped. When I left to go to Hogwarts I was sorted into Slytherin along with my now best friend Albus Potter. Speaking of Albus, he's the only person who knows about all of this and has been so amazing and supportive. I always felt awkward in the school uniform which for girls consists of a skit and tights which I don't like at all.

In the beginning of third year, Albus let me have a pair of this uniform trousers and he just owled his parents for a new pair which they got him in no time. And I wear those from time to time, on which I have been given detention since it violates the dress code. After my third detention I got a howler from dad, and it just made me more sad and ashamed about it all. So for the rest of third year I just sucked it up and dressed the way they wanted me too. It wasn't a good year for me. You see Albus has caught me many times in the shared common room loo in the middle of the night hurting myself. More than once has he had to be up all night to comfort me then we fall asleep in the common room. I often fall asleep there also cause I don't like being there in my own dorm. The house mates tease us sometimes but it's mostly all good fun.

Now that I'm going into my fourth year, I'm going to be fifteen and as much as I want to tell my family I'm scared too. I know I'll have too eventually if I want to get the hormones and surgery's done. Plus I know my dad could tell the headmistress and then maybe I could be allowed to wear the trousers to class and sleep in the same dorm as Albus. Albus has tried to help as much as he could. He's sent me reassuring letters I remember one from last week

"Scorp,
...I know you're scared to tell them but you're the bravest Slytherin I know. And plus think of the pluses you'll finally be able to start transitioning I know it's what you want the most! I'll always be by your side throughout it all you're my best friend and nothing will change that....

Albus is the best. I don't know what I would do with out him. I may or may not have formed a small crush on him, but he could never know that. So I think about those words he said last week 'the bravest Slytherin I know' those words traveled around my mind all week and I think it's about time I finally take the plunge and finally tell them. But I just don't know how too. Maybe I could ask Al, if he'll come over for support. Hey that's a good idea that way if things don't go well I'll have him there at least.

Albus,
I've finally decided that I'm ready to tell them, but if it's not too much to ask I'd like you there when I tell them. You don't have too, I understand if you're busy but if you can it would be most appreciated. Tomorrow evening if possible I'd like to do this before I change my mind. You're right anyway I can't start transitioning until I tell them and I don't think I can handle another school year in the girls dorms or uniform. Thanks a lot.
—Scorpius

That's good enough for now. I roll it up and tie to my owl Ares leg, "Take it to Albus please" I tell him.
"And hurry". And I watch Ares fly away out the window until I can't see him anymore. I go to bed that night and fall into a restless sleep, thinking about tomorrow evening.