IDEAL ILLUSION

Frustrations

I walk past the traffic lights straight ahead to the cafe, The bouncer gives me a once over look, he has a funny expression on his face but still he Grant's me a pass to the cafe.
Going straight ahead to a door written "Manager" on top of it, I stand still contemplating on whether to go in or just give up and quit. A little voice in my head Tells me, "never give up", and also reminds me of Lupita's wise words, " your dreams are valid, no matter where you are from". That's all I needed to give me the courage to knock the door, and so I did.
"Come in", a male voice say's from the inside. I slowly turn the door knob, the door opens and I walk in and slowly close the door behind me.
With a shaking voice I greet him which he responds and asks me to have a seat.
"Can I help you", He asks me. "Yes", I answer, "Am looking for a job". "What kind of a Job?". "Uuuhm any Kind of a Job, I can't afford to be choosy right now", I say. " What's your name?", He asks me. I give him My original name's but what He says next is what I didn't want to hear. "There are currently no Job vacancies but if I hear of one I'll contact you please write me your contacts here", He says handing me a booklet and a pen, I write My name and My contact number, thanking him I walk out of the office and out of the Cafe. "Well seems like we still not very lucky huh", I think out loud.
I walked down the streets listening to my stomach grumble, I hadn't eaten for three days and i just wished I could at least grab something to eat but no, Actually I didn't have money in my pocket so how would I even afford food?.