From The Start (Boyxboy)

Chapter 6

Ideas from , MattAndJcCaylenLOver and catthew_forever !! I kinda combined them , so let's see how this works 😏
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Matthew's pov

I'm not gay. Not that I'm saying there's something wrong with gays , I just know that I am not one. But lately, I have no idea what's wrong with me.

Before I met Carter , I'll admit I looked at every girls ass or chest. Oh stop with the looks, every boy does it. Anyway , but now that's Carters slipped into my life , I feel different.

I'm still majorly attracted to girls..-that's for sure. But now , I sorta look at Carter in a non friendly way, if you know what I mean. You don't? Well basically I now wanna take a trip down Carter Avenue.

So my solution to this , as every mature person would do , was to ignore the problem at hand. I knew Carter knows I am ignoring him, but he hasn't said anything about it. Maybe he was actually playing with me, and he really isn't attracted to me.

You know what, maybe I'm over thinking this. I'll just continue to separate myself from Carter, and these feelings should leave. I just need a girl to di-

"Matthew!" Nash yells bursting into my hotel room.

Of course normally I would've screamed at him to calm the hell down , but the tears falling down his face stopped me. I immediately got up, asking him what was wrong.

"C...Carter got in a car accident. He's gone, my best friends gone Matt." He sobs, his knees buckling.

I caught him, lowering him to the ground. What he said finally registered in my mind, and my heart stopped. There's no way, I mean, I just saw Carter this morning.

"What? This is a joke isn't it?" I whispered, my eyes starting to water .

"Who would joke about this?" Nash mutters, eyes focused on the floors carpet. " He liked you, ya know."

I nodded, and silence over came us. It was just a lot of shit to take in. I just ...- it's hard to believe especially when he just came into my life.

"So...um... Were you starting to like him?" Nash asked, fumbling with his hands with his eyes still focused on the carpet.

"I......I sorta....I mean but now he's gone. I would've gave him a chance if I knew somethi-"

"Confessions bitches!!!!" Carter yells as he burst through the door. What the fuck?!?

I fell back, a hand pressed to my rapidly beating heart. How? What? I thought he got in a car accident? This has to be my messed up conscience.

"Nash do you see him? I'm going crazy. Oh my god, oh my god." I cry, my tears finally pouring over.

"Matt.... Um I lied....it was a prank , to get you to ya know admit your feelings. Great actor ...aren't I? " Nash speaks up nervously. I look at him, then Carter.

Who the hell would joke about that? I stand up, stomping over to the door towards Carter. He smiles timidly at me , shuffling back a bit.

"That was not something to joke about. Fuck both of you. And you , stay the fuck away from me now." I growled the last part at Carter, before pushing past him.

Carter's pov

"I told you it wasn't a good idea.." Nash stated, getting up from the ground.

I groan , throwing myself onto the bed. I don't even know why I'm trying so hard for this kid, it's probably not even worth the effort.

"I don't know what to do Nash."

I feel a presence beside me, looking up at Nash he gives me a small smile. He lays down beside me , us both directing our attention to the ceiling.

"Maybe ... Stop with the games. Be honest, don't be pushy, and woo him. He nots like anybody else, so he should be treated like a king." Nash preaches, making me rethink every action I've made towards Matthew.

"Damn Shakespeare....." I chuckle.

"I'm serious. Matt's to nice for this shit, treat him right and don't be a douche. He isn't like Jes-"

"Ok ! I get it. I'll try. I'll really try this time. I want Matthew, and I'll work for him and his love."

And I'm serious , I'll work for him because Matthew is a prize.

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For now all my stories are on HOLD. I'm sorry but I won't be updating for a while, and I'm not sure when I'll be back. Until then I'm leaving you with a new story , "Forced By The Alpha King" , go check it out. However updates are stopping from now until .... whenever I come back. Thank you!

Xoxo