Let Me Fix You...| j.jk ✔︎

❥︎-𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒚-𝒕𝒘𝒐-❥︎

Authors POV:

~the break-up~

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,,Nuri?", Jungkook asked while walking in, not knowing what was going on.
He froze as he saw Nuri sitting there with puffy eyes and a pillow in her arms.
,,Is everything okay? Who hurt you? What happened??", he asked and came closer.

He wanted to comfort her, but he would just makes things harder for her.

,,Jungkook no, d-don't-", she couldn't finish her sentence.
She held her hands up to tell him to stay away.
And he stopped immediantly.

Nuri never even once told Jungkook to stay away. He loved comforting her and to stop her from crying.

,,W-Why? Did I do something wrong?", his voice cracked.
He was hurt.

Extremly hurt.
He felt like he's done something wrong, but he didn't knew what.

Thousands of thoughts rushed through his mind.

,,No, it's- I-", she didn't knew what to say. She was about to break up with the love of her life.

And he somehow knew it.

,,Y-Your going to b-break up with me", he said, his voice was a bit higher and cracked twice.

,,Jungkook-"

,,No. Tell me why! Did I do something wrong? Did you fall in love with someone else? Am I not good enough? Why??", he asked now crying.
He felt something break inside him and forgot how to breathe.

Seeing him like this broke Nuri's soul.
But she had to break up with him.
Otherwise he'll get hurt.

Bullshit I'm hurting him right now.

,,Jungkook, please just go", she begged trying to breathe.

,,No, tell me why! Did you fall for Sehyun?! Just tell me!!", he yelled, tears streaming down his face.

,,Just leave! It's over, okay??", she yelled back.

,,Fine", he said, left and slammed the door shut.
And then both felt empty.
The anger suddenly vanished and the sadness overwhelmed them.

Nuri just stayed in bed, cried, looked at old pictures and remembered all the moments they had together.

While Jungkook cried in Jimin's arms;
Jungkook went into Jimin's room after Nuri said it was over and broke down.

Jimin didn't knew what was going on, he just hugged Jungkook and tried to calm him down.
After a while Jungkook started talking and broke down again.

He has never been so hurt before. Jungkook loved Nuri with all of his heart, he gave her as much love as he could, but it wasn't enough.....

Nuri's POV:

(A/n: she'll now have a loooot of flashbacks)

Flashback

,,Don't you dare come to Jacksons funeral! This is all your fault! You should've died instead of him!", Jackson's mother yelled.

,,You-"

,,Nuri!! Wake up", Jungkook said while shaking me.
I immediantly opened my eyes and Jungkook pulled me into a hug.

,,Everything's okay, I'm here. It was just a nightmare", he whispered and I started to cry.

,,It was all my fault", I said in between my sobs.

,,No, it wasn't. Stop saying that", Kookie begged and pulled me closer.

Then he started to sing Euphoria....

,,.....When I'm with you, I'm in Utopia~"

,,Jungkookie?", I asked tired.

,,Yes, princess?", he asked cutely.

,,Why are you always singing Euphoria?"

,,Because it never meant anything to me, untill now.
Because you are the cause of my Euphoria. I love you, Nuri.

More than you'll ever know. Words can't explain how much.
I don't want to imagine losing you", he whispered.

End of the Flashback

But you did.
I broke up with you.

I'm so sorry Jungkook.

I never wanted to hurt you
And yet.....here I am.

Sitting in the bathroom drinking my problems away.....

Jungkook's POV:

Flashback

Nuri and I were on our first date.
I choose to walk along the beach, at sunset.
It was just perfect.

,,Nuri?"

,,Yes?"

,,Promise me to never leave me, please", I begged and looked at her, while holding her hands.

,,I would never", she replied smiling and hugged me.

End of the Flashback

Bullshit.

You left me.
You broke me.

Ironic.

I promised you, I would fix you.
And now I'm the broken one.

I'm the one who needs to be fixed.

Kim Nuri, why?
Tell me why did you break up with me?
What did I do?
Wasn't I enough?

Or were you using me this whole time?
Was this a game?

I'm such a fool.

Gosh, I hate myself......