"Be loud about the things that are important to you"
VOTE & COMMENT
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"Why Zayn?" he asked his voice breaking. The anticipation of Harry crying in front of me is making me feel bad for him. He placed the ring on the center table and stayed still.
"I don't know Harry. I don't feel the same way as you do. I know you love me so fucking much, but what can I do Harry. I just can't lie and make a lead on you. That's unfair. I like you so much but not in a romantic way" I admitted.
"I- I'm sorry for making it awkward Zayn" he said and hung his head low. I sat on the couch and he was still in the same position, nearly crying. I laughed loudly at his ignorance.
"Why are you laughing?" he asked tears prickling from his eyes, dripping down his cheeks. I laughed even louder.
"I-i'm so-sorry" I said between a belted laugh.
"Zayn nothing is funny here. You can't laugh at my face like this, just after my confession" he said totally antagonised with my behavior. I spoke after my laughter died down.
"Did you just believe what I said?" I said trying to control my laughter.
"What do you mean Zayn?"
"You are such a sulk Harry" I said hugging him from the couch. I took his face and kissed him on his lips, forehead, cheeks and nose. He held my face and made eye contact.
"I love you Harry" I gave in.
"Do you mean it or is it just-
"No I mean it Harry. I love you. I love you with all of my heart and I always will. I promise" I repeated. He kissed me and I ran my fingers into his curls. I tugged on it which made him moan inside my mouth. He pulled away and looked at me.
"I love you" he said.
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you" I repeated smiling at my boyfriend.
We both stood up and I jumped on him when he asked me to. I rested my head on his shoulder as he kept walking. I sucked on his neck leaving a huge purple mark. I bit his earlobe making a groan fall out of his mouth. He pushed me, I thought it would be a bed but to my luck it was a pool. I sunk down and struggled to breath. I flipped my limbs and tried to reach the surface but the water pulled me inside. I tried again.
"What the fuck Harry?" I screamed coming to the top.
"You fucking deserve it Zayn. You just made me cry and you don't know how much hurting it is" he said. I tried not to laugh but terribly failed. I could hear the echo of my laughter. He looked so annoyed and frustrated.
"I regret it Zayn. I should have tossed you into the ocean instead" he said and left.
"Harry where are you going? I said I am sorry for doing it. I know it is a sorry filled with laughter, but after all it can be counted as a sorry" I received no reply in return.
"Harry come back here. I love you" I shouted from the pool. He didn't even reply again. He didn't come back either. I just stayed there. Did I hurt him so badly that he tossed me into a pool?. I was just playing with him, I didn't know it would hurt his feelings. He is so fragile and I am too.
'You are a bitch, did you just disagree to his proposal. You don't know how hurting it is' micro me exclaimed.
'I know right I don't know what to do right now'. Why can't I just be like micro me, it is actually a part of my own self, which I just couldn't believe it. Because Micro me is more sensible than I.
