didn't really feel like anything. used to it, you see, it's something i'm doing. easy to overpower. don't fight back. been taught not to, you see. mum never did. look where that got her. quite scary. can't ever speak. just look. just watch it happen from outside in. inside out once i come back. cry, sometimes. try not to let him see, you see. or it'll all go wrong. what does he see when he see's me? eyes daren't move and mouth daren't speak. fuck you. here we go again. look at me when i talk to you. help me. you better fucking listen. it's happening. you're worthless. i'm stuck. i still wonder what he see's when he see's me. fucking bullseye.
