"when we were 17" | junshua

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soonwon

soonwon:
Akala ko ba nag mo-move on ka? Why are you still listening to his song? I can see your yt hostory, Junnie.

You:
I'm sorry, I just miss him...

soonwon:
Sabi ko naman sayo na stop searching his name on every social medias para maka-move on kana. It's been 8 years already.

You:
Won, ang hirap.

soonwon:
Pero mas nahihirapan ka dyan sa sitwasyon mo. Patuloy paring umaasa na magkakabalikan pa kayo. There are rumors about him and his bf are going to get married soon. Yes, I am your best friend, kaya nga I always reminds you that you should move on already habang hindi pa sila kasal.

You:
Sabi mo nga, habang hindi pa sila kasal, there is still a chance, Won...

soonwon:
My God, Junnie. Why are you like this. Noon naman hindi mo nga siya ganito kamahal.

You:
I forced myself to keep distance kasi ayokong makasira ng pangarap. You know it already. I know how he loves performing. Sino ba naman kasi ako para hadlangan siya sa kanyang mga pangarap. I love him so much, and I will going to support him sa kahit anong bagay.

soonwon:
And that love, is hurting you every single day for eight years already. Hindi nanga kayo nagkikita for how many years, tapos umaasa ka paring magkakabalikan pa kayo? I'm sorry, Junnie. But truth hurts. People change.

You:
People change, pero bakit itong nararamdaman ko para sakanya hindi nagbabago?

soonwon:
Because you don't want to let go. You're too clouded by the thought na magkakabalikan pa kayo in the future when we all know it's very impossible already. You can't drop that love you're feeling towards him kasi nakasanayan mo na 'yong thought na you love him more than anything.
Junnie, all I want you is to be happy.

You:
But the only thing that can make me happy is to be with him again, just like we were still 17

soonwon:
I'm sorry, Junnie. If we could turn back the time, I would do everything to make you be the happiest person ever...if I just could.

You:
It's okay, Won. :)
I realized what you have said. I'll think about it very careful. I am also so tired loving him... I just want to be happy again.

soonwon:
Always, Junnie. You can always count on me. I love you.
Otw kana ba?

You:
I love you too, Won.
Yes, I am on my way na, taking a taxi kasi tinatamad akong mag drive.

soonwon:
Take care.

You:
Hmm.
Are you with Soon?

soonwon:
Yes, why?

You:
Did he read our conversation?

soonwon:
No. He's in front of me, sulking because I won't let him read our conversation. You know how noisy he gets to be.

You:
That's true. Pero sino naman ang pagsasabihan niya nito?

soonwon:
Our friends? Do you want Jeonghan to know about this?

You:
No! Aasarin niya nalang ako palagi kapag malalaman niya ito. He won't let me live!! You know him.

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