Fallen Stars (Grillby X Abused/depressed Half Gem Reader)

Falling

Your POV:

This was it here standing over the gaping hole I choose to end my life. I take a step forwards towards the hole that will take my life. I smiled softly at the thought of freedom the thought of everything ending now. Hot tears rolled down my face as I continued to step  forwards. No more pain no more fear. I thought as my (color) eyes scanned the hole. A soft breeze blew upwards from there blowing my hair out of my face. Wiping away my soft tears as I stood above the entrance. I remembered all the times of being bullied, of being called names, of simply feeling worthless. There was adrenaline that pumped through my body as I felt the walls of the cave I was in. I didn't feel fear, I felt like this was completely normal. I started running and jumped into the gaping hole. Falling forwards and deeper and deeper until I was knocked unconscious. I soon woke up nothing broken as far as I could tell and no pain. Either I was high off of adrenaline or I was actually okay.

"Huh... nothing's wrong... no pain..."

I looked up at the thousands of feet that I had dropped from and stood up. My legs clearly weren't broken as I could feel some sort of healing effect kick in place as I stood up. There was a small patch of golden flowers that broke my fall and none were broken they all were fine. I was fine. I felt those familiar tears start to fall from my face as I pondered my options. I was all alone trapped underneath a mountain. I could feel my gem emit a gentle aura of safety around me. Although when I was a child it would calm me down I wasn't a kid anymore as I knew to calm myself down. I brushed off my sweater and stood up hearing my joints pop as I stretched before continuing forwards.