Alone with my raging thoughts - Part 2

I thought

I thought I could forget you,
I thought I could forget how you made me feel.

I'd gotten used to you ignoring me,
No text, no phone calls, not even a hello and goodbye.

Slowly the pain started to fade as I started to accept our fate.
A love doomed from the start, I knew it wouldn't bloom.

But we had chemistry,
So explosive from the start.
Attraction on a deeper level.

Then you had to text me and that shook me to my core.
Thought I was unaffected by you, but I'd only manage to fool myself.

The words you sprewed, in anger and jealousy.
They only your own fault, not mine.
But yet you blame me, for turning my back on you when it was all your idea.