U TURN

chapter 2

Right now its 5:50am and school starts at 7 means i have 1hr 10 mins to tend to my injuries  and get ready. That bastard burnt me badly but i'am stronger than this few burns and bruises won't  affect me. So like always  i plastered my million  dollar fake smile and continued to walk towards the public park. Right now i'am in my looney tunes t-shirt and my bugs bunny pjs hey see the connection baby  bugs bunny and big bugs bunny i know i sound like i belong to mental asylum  hehehe... but my craziness  helps me survive  this shitty life .....lol .that old woman is staring at me like i'am an elephant wearing a tutu ...... seriously eva?..tutu?. Holy god of olympus  i'am officially  declared as mental woohooooooò!! Okay Eva compose youself . So i have reached my destination my beloved ladies's bathroom of  a public  park near my school which has always  been here and helped me in situations  like this thanks bathroom  u are always  there for me...... well u can't  go any where u know u don't  have legs........gosh i'am talking to a bathroom. The best thing  about this bathroom  is its reallly clean. I placed my bag near the sink and took out the first aid box after cleaning  all my wounds with disinfectant  and applying  burnol and other medicines  on my wound. I took out my soap and applied it on my hands and face. I can't take a bath here so i'am just washing my arms and face after cleaning i apply my body lotion i took out a pair of black colour  jeggings with silver flower pattern. I took out a full sleved t-shirt to cover  the wounds on my arms it has a circular  neck which is grey along with the sleeves and the rest of the portion is black and i'am already wearing my blue  converse. I apply a little  bit of make up to cover the wounds on mu face i also applied  a lil bit of mascara which really goes well with my choclate  brown eyes, i braid my dark brown almost black hair into a fish tail and apply  a lil lip gloss to nourish my dry lips. The girl in the mirror  infront of  me was a thin short girl who is approximately  5ft 3 inches her pale skin covered with bruises was now covered with clothes  and a lil amount  of makeup and a big fake smile plastered  over her face. The only reason i'am still alive and living this hell with a fake smile is because my parents sacrificed their  lives for me and i won't  let their sacrifice go to waste. I will fight back and i know one day i will be the most happy person on this planet but until then i have to fight. in my school there are many motivational thoughts written here and there on the small boards hanging  on the walls which are mostly ignored by students  but i always read them and they really motivate me i once read"after every bad day comes a happy day" and i think all my bad days are will one day end and my life will be filled with happy days ......okay eva enough of your emotional crap its 6:25 now and we have to pick  up sveta. Sveta is my only friend in this school who is also considerd a considered  nerdy loser of the school just like me and we both nerdy losers make up a great team i know we are nerdy but not losers in every interhouse or intrahouse quiz we are the ones who bag the first position  and this will definitely  help us to get a good college and jobs.while thinking  all of these stuffs i didn't  realize when i arrived  her house. I rang the door bell and was immediately tackled into a bear hug "woah,woah sveta we only met 24 hrs ago and not like 24 years ago" she grinned at me and squeezed my sides ouch that hurts.... she caught my pained expression cause ii was suddenly  shoved inside her house and was attacked by a very concerned sveta " did he beat u again?" I gulped "that son of a bitch what did he do this time?" I was really fighting hard to keep my tears but my bank broke loose when she called me by my name "Eva please tell me" i cried and showed her my burned skin and other bruises " sveta i feel like coward when i cry i hate it when  i cry " she gave me a stern look "crying  does'nt make u a coward  , crying means taking out the pain we are feeling. Bottling up your feelings would only make us take drastic steps ,crying a bit does'nt  makes you weak it makes you strong cause u are able to face ur feelings eva. And do u think i don't  know what u do when u are frustated.... i'am  your besty eva i know you cut yourself and you have been practicing it from past 3 months and u only cut yourself cause  u don't  share ur feelings with anyone let it out eva whenever u are frustated, sad ,depressed come to me let me hold u,help u , eva u are my besty i love u i can't  loose u please" her speech made me cheerful  she is right "omg look at the time school starts in 5 mins go and wash ur face eva . After washing  my face and applying  a little makeup to cover my bruises we head to our school. Its no better than the hell i live in but here i have sveta here i'am not alone.

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Another  chapter done yay!! I know these chapters were really sad but i wanted to give a short view of eva's life ,i promise that the coming chapters will have less sadness  and more humor but first i want to give u guys a little view on how she is treated stay tuned.
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