I need you and the baby too[Hiatus..again]

Chapter 1

Kim Jongin stared at the thirteenth pregnancy text which showed another smiley face .

He sighed and leaned on the door of the toilet. This is not happening .This is impossible. How can he be p..pregnant? 

He has been feeling sickness or morning sickness whatever for about a week and this morning his sister commented.

"You look the same like Jung Ah sis in her early pregnancy. "

That makes Jongin alert.First he just thought he was stressed because of the school and the showcase but all the symptoms lead to one thing ,pregnancy. So he took the pregnancy tests left at home (his sister bought about fifteen and after two tests have shown positive, her husband took her to the hospital. So he took all the left 13 tests and now all is showing positive. )

"Why?"Jongin ran his hand through his brown locks frustratedly.He is only 18 and a high school student.He cannot handle a baby.And what if his mom find out about this?He is the only son of the family and this is not what his mom wants from him.

No no.He is dominant.He usually tops in most cases but that one time ,he lets his boyfriend top and it leads to it . His boyfriend. His boyfriend is also a high school student and no they can't handle a child.No No No.

"What do I do?"His phone vibrated in his pocked and he sees a new message from his beloved boyfriend. 

From Kyung hyung <3

Where are you ?Jongin ah.I have already got your lunch.Are you ok?Come early.

Jongin sighed."Yes.I should tell Kyungsoo hyung and ask him what to do next.It's ok.Kim Jongin you can do it."

Jongin wrapped the tests with tissue and disposed them carefully.Then he heads for the lunch .

He can see Kyungsoo and his friends already having lunch and chatting from a  far.He sat at the empty seat beside Sehun  and Kyungsoo served his plate.

"Today is your favorite chicken. Eat it Jongin ah."

Jongin gave a smile at him and tried to dig the plate but his insides puked and he can't help but ran to the toilet. 

This is happening  again. Kyungsoo also was there patting his back gently.He did not throw up anything but air.

"I am sorry.I should have taken care of you.You must be so tired with the showcase.If I were not so busy with my entrance exams , I would have taken care of you."

Kyungsoo mumbled.Jongin finally wash himself and turned at Kyungsoo."That's not your fault hyung."He tried to smiled.

Kyungsoo wiped a few tears escaped with his thumb."How are you feeling now?Do you want to rest in the nurse's room?"

"No.Hyung.The bell already rings and we should head to our classes now."

During the evening classes , many worried messages came from Kyungsoo.and Jongin was thinking how Kyungsoo would take the news.

Kyungsoo is now in the high school senior year and he's graduating in a year.After that,Kyungsoo wants to go to Julliards.That's why he has been trying so hard that he can get to audition for the next academic year at Julliards. 

Kyungsoo is an ambitious person.He values his dream and Jongin knows Kyungsoo won't give up for anything.

That's why Jongin is worried. If he is really pregnant, he would be an obstacle in Kyungsoo's life. May be Kyungsoo would abondon him and purchase his career. So will he be left alone with the baby?

Many thoughts came to Jongin's head and he can't focus on anything what the teacher said.

"Don't forget my party tonight.You have been spacing out all the time today." Taemin popped out of nowhere after class while he was gathering things. 

"I am not feeling good today.I am afraid I can't make it today."Jongin said walking to the gate with Taemin.He can see Kyungsoo waiting at the corner.

"Hey.Jongin.Feeling better? "

"Ah.I think I need to rest."Kyungsoo put his hand on Jongin's forehead.

"You don't have a fever though."

"Kyungsoo you are coming to my party. Right?"Taemin asked impatiently. 

"Of course I am coming with my ....Jongin!you are not going?"

"I will just rest.Hyung can go with Baekhyun hyung.It's ok."

"But.still...."

"I said it's ok.Go and enjoy hyung.Just don't drink a lot."

....

Jongin threw his bag on his bed.No.He can't tell Kyungsoo like this.Kyungsoo hyung will hate him.What if he thinks the baby blocks his career? What if he hates the baby?

"No.i won't let this happen"Jongin mumbled rubbing his belly.

......

It's almost midnight and Suddenly he feels hungry.He went out to the kitchen.He grabbed a bowl and threw everything he sees.He just mixed them and ate it on the table.

Then the lights were on and it was his mom.He smiled sheepishly at her while chewing.His mom walked to him and sat at the table. 

"Jongin ah.Is something going on ?"

His mom asked full with concern and worry.Jongin can feel the the tears filling his eyes.He can't continue eating.He broke down in front of his mom.

His mom embraced him and patted his head gently ,whispering "It's ok."s.

When Jongin has finally calmed down,she asked Jongin what is really going on.Jongin admitted everything with sobs in between. It took Jongin's mom to process what her son just said. "The father is Kyungsoo .Right? What does he say?"

"I haven't told him yet mom.You are the first one."

Jongin's mom pulled him out of her embrace gently and looked at his eyes "You need to tell him.This baby inside you is not only yours.It's his baby too.We need to know  what he thinks too."

"What if he doesn't wanna be involved? "Jongin asked with glossy eyes.His mom smiled at him."It's ok.You still have me and your family.But I don't think Kyungsoo wouldn't want to be involved in his baby's life.Tell him as soon as possible.Ok sweety?"

"Yes.Mom."His mom gave him a kiss on his forehead  and went back to her room. Jongin also made his way to his room.Yes he needs to tell Kyungsoo.What the hell has he been doing all day ,worrying over small things.

He dialed Kyungsoo 's number.One ring.Two ring .Three ring.

"Hello."A deep voice ,certainly not possessed to Kyungsoo ,answered.Worry ran all over him

"Who are you?Where is Kyungsoo hyung?"

"Ah.wait a minute.Your contact is Jonginnnie!Ha!You must be his boytoy.Unfortunately Do Kyungsoo is not able to answer your call."

"I said WHERE IS HE???"

"You mean position? He is on the bed next to me right now."

The phone dropped from Jongin's hold.He couldn't believe what he was hearing.

What?

Do Kyungsoo is on the bed with  a stranger?