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Stay Up [smut]

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01.00 am

I'm hugging my bedcover, rolling all around my bed, messing with the sheet like what I have done with my mind. With closed eyes, I'm trying to find a good position that can bring me to the dream land. Actually I don't have insomnia or any sleep problems, but I'm one hundred percent sure there's a problem with my sleep schedule these past 2 days.

I'm feeling lonely. And loneliness is a self destructor for humans. Nobody can stand alone. Especially when they already feel the warmth of being loved.

And, some stupid fought bring me to this lonely nights, think of nothing, doing nothing, just craving for him would be here. I know fighting is an inevitable thing in every relationship, and usually me and my boyfriend could handle it in just a few hours. But its different this time, now our egos are took over the feeling, and yeah at the end of the day, we lost, we're just young and dumb.

Ugh, I'm dying of missing him. You know what, as a person who studies psychology, the most basic thing that i learned is, no matter how angry you get, you always end up forgiving the people you love.

Then, my eyes automatically opened when I heard some noise from my balcony. I sat on the bed with a little fear creeping through my body. Who the hell makes noise on people's balconies at exactly 1 am? I took my cell phone which was on the nightstand beside the bed. Turned on the flashlight, and tiptoed to peek who was outside.

Im gasped, when suddenly someone stood right in front of me. Just before I let out a scream, the person immediately covered my mouth with his palm, and pushed my body against the wall.

I tried to free myself from his grip, then he took the phone from my hand and pointed the flashlight that I had turned on towards his face. "Hey, hey baby it's me."

I blinked a few times before looking straight into his eyes. Ah, that look, I miss him so much. After that my body immediately calmed down and he lowered his hand that was covering my mouth and placed it in the curve of my waist.

We both fell silent, stared at each other, and sank into the ocean behind our eyes together. I was the first to break the silence, clearing my throat softly, "So, what were you doing at my place, at 1 am? And how did you get up here?" I asked, considering my room was on the second floor and right below my room was my parents' room which he must have passed before going up here.

He chuckled, "It wasn't a big deal, my dear."

His hand danced towards my head, tucking the strands of hair that covered my face behind my ear while the other stayed on my waist. "I miss you, so fucking much. And you know I could do anything just to meet you."

He smiled. The most precious smile that I've ever seen in these 2 days since we started to avoid each other. The kind of smile that could bring you to cloud 9. I can't help but find myself smiling back at him. My hand found their way to his shoulder, hanging there as we usually do.

Without saying any apology, deep in our heart, we know that all the problems surrounding us just disappear just like that. Why do we need words when actions can be the most valid evidence?

In the next second, I can already feel his lips crashing on mine. His hand travels to the back of my head, tilting it so he can deeping our kisses. Suddenly he bites my lower lips that make me open my mouth of surprises. He didn't waste the opportunity and immediately entered his tongue around my mouth.

I  held my breath and opened my eyes when his kiss started to go wild. He realized it and somehow I can feel he's smiling on the kiss. Damn it! He really knows how to put the butterflies on my stomach. His movement is rough. I was struggling to keep up with his hungry kiss, but soon managed to move my lips in sync with him.