𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐢𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐤𝐞𝐲

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[KENMA POV]

Walking into the kitchen, late at night for some water. Odd of me to do so.

Thinking about everything that is important and that I should focus on.

Games. Games. Games. Kuroo. Volleyball. Volleyball. Volleyball.

Hold on. Wait, Kuroo? Kuroo Tetsurou?

What is going through my mind? Kuroo? Why would I be thinking of him?

I shouldn't be thinking of him. Especially at 3 in the morning.

The tapping of my remote should be helping me get rid of him out of my mind.

Shouldn't it? Why would I like Kuroo? He's my childhood best friend. That seems too cliché.

Deciding to play a game to get him out of my head.

But it's so hard, his dumbass hair, his stupid facts about science, his good leadership skills..

Wait, what am I thinking? I pick up my phone to look at our last messages.

Heartbreaking, no?

Dumbass Cat 🙄
[I'm happy, Kenma! Aren't you? You get to hangout more with Akaashi and I won't bother you!]

'I won't bother you', huh? Sorry but, I want you to.

Kodzuken
[I'm happy for you, Kuroo. Mind if I ask, how long have you liked him?]

Say you don't know. Say you forgot. So I can think you loved me at one time. That I can hope, that you loved me at one time.

He's happy, isn't he? He should forget about what I do and focus on Bokuto.

It'll break me, but whatever.

As long as he's happy, there's no reason for me to be.

He matters.

But I need to keep on hiding my feelings for a while.

Anything that I do or say, will just confuse the fuck out of him.

Besides...

He doesn't need me.

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