Teach Me How To Be Yours

Pillow talking

Zanders's POV

I felt her kiss my neck and before I even knew it I felt a soft moan fall out my lips. She kissed again, slowly this time sucking my bottom lip a bit. I had goosebumps. What am I getting myself into? I know I shouldn't be here, especially not with her.. her, Margo. This beautiful doe eyed girl I swear I've met somewhere before. Another lifetime maybe?

She wrapped her arms around my neck and put her head into my shoulder. I wanted to push myself away but now that I'm here I can't see myself ever leaving her. Since the moment I laid eyes on this girl, she's been running around my mind. I tried to push it off as much as I could but then the whole classroom thing happened, and then last night. Something about being able to spend that extra time with her outside the classroom, and then when she called.. I heard how scared she was and instantly i had to be with her, what the fuck? Fuck i'm zoning out.

I zoned back in and realized Margo had said something as she stood up. "I'm sorry beautiful, what did you say?"

She laughed. "I said think about what you wanna do today and that i'm going to start getting ready." she walked towards her closet and stepped in, disappearing for a second before coming out with a towel and a few other things.

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Margos POV

I shut the door to the bathroom and turned the shower on as hot as it could go.I went to take my clothes off and looked at myself in the mirror as it started to steam up. I ran my hands down my naked body and went a little slower on my scars, scars that because of that dream feel brand new, scars that I don't want Liam to know about, let alone see. What would he think of my body then? I tried to shake off those thoughts as I stepped into the shower and let the hot water run over my head and down my whole body.

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We sat in Zanders's car with the sunroof open, all the windows half down. The sun fell on us and warmed my bare shoulders. It was a really nice day out and I decided to wear a yellow tube top with jeans and matching colored checkered vans. Hair in a messy bun because I simply could not bring myself to deal with it today.

After I showered and got dressed we hung out for a bit with Emily before she went to get ready for her date with her new favorite teacher. We decided to just meet back at the house to catch up on everything if not tonight, then definitely tomorrow.

Then we headed to Zanders so he could properly get ready. As Zander showered I hung out with his dalmatian named "Lily" on his bed. He said that he found her on the side of the road one night and that they've been inseparable ever since.

Zander came out wearing a plain white shirt and some jeans and all white vans. The shirt was tighter than the other shirts I would usually see him in at school. I sat and admired the tattoos on his arm above the elbow, that before last night I didn't even know existed. I wonder if he has any other tattoos underneath his shirt.

I snapped out of that thought when I realized I saw Zander looking at me the same, I had my belly pierced and a couple stupid small tattoos on my collar bone and shoulder so in a way this was the most we had ever really seen of each other. It felt so innocent and so dirty all at the same time, I loved it.

Zander and I both talked about the fact that we might have to hide this a little, for obvious reasons. We decided on going on a ride to the beach since it was only about an hour drive away. It was still pretty early in the day so we figured that would be the easiest place to hang out without having to look over our shoulders every 2 seconds. We ended up at a random little cafe that overlooked the water, it was beautiful honestly.

"So, Mr.Payne. Tell me how you ended up here." I said taking a sip of drink

"Whatever do you mean, Mrs.Parker?" He said in the same tone.

"Well how did you end up working at the school? I thought you told us you went to college out in England? How did you end up, what do they say? "Across the pond?"

He smiled. "Well yeah I did go to school out there, grew up out there actually, but I was bored out of my mind. I finished university a couple years early and decided I wanted a change and so I moved down here with him and we got the house and then I got this long term sub position last minute. I almost turned it down."

He stopped, looked at me and grabbed my hand from the table before kissing it gently. "I'm glad I didn't. Even under the circumstances." he smiled.

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First of all I know I said it wouldn't be forever until I updated.. sorry about that and sorry this is a filler i'm trying to get back into the swing of writing, it's been actual years.

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