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The beautiful tradegedy of it all

I walked Into school the next day trying to forget all about this. My teacher set new seats for us and I sat down and there was a boy looking at me. I'm not really sure why. I looked back at him but then he instantly looked away. Ms.cency collected the hw and while she did that the whole class was talking like we always do cause she doesn't care if we talk or not. He kept looking at me, i tried not to look back so it wouldn't be awkward. then he finally started talking to me. We were talking about anything and everything. I was happy that someone was actually taking to me. He was really sweet it was almost as if he liked me. No that's funny. How could he like ME. He couldn't thats how. Later on the bus I got off at my stop to walk home and I looked up and he was looking at me from the bus window. Why was he doing that? I walked home with a smile on my face knowing that this boy might like me. I hope he does that would be terrific. That's just what I need right now. Did I ever mention his name! OMG his name is Jon. Evan his name is amazing! It felt like everything might just be okay. But .... Then I got home. My mom was crying again. I asked her to please tell me what happened. She just looked up and didn't say anything and she motioned for me to sit down. She looked at me and I looked at her she had all sadness in her eyes. Nothing but sadness. She sounded all chocked up and she let out a whimper. I felt bad for her I think she was more sad than me. Come to think of it my dad and I were never really close it was usually just my mom and me. But still this was hard and sad. I would proubably never see him again. My mom looked at me again and said in a whimpering voice that my dad has gone mad. I took a minute to process this. How could he have gone mad? How? She said thst he trashed the house and broke all my moms expensive jewelry. Why would he do that? Just why? My mom told me that she called the cops on him because he wouldn't stop and it's been happening for weeks now. How did I not know about this? At this moment all I wanted to do was go back to Jon. That's my happy place. I went upstairs and changed I to pajamas and cried myself to sleep.