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『➸ progress ➸』

progress ∥ xiaohenyang ∥ disclaimer this oneshot includes mentions of self-harm and depression, and mentions of blood.

xioajun sat on the floor, fresh cuts on his wrist and thighs, his blood dripping down the bathroom floor, staining it crimson red together with his shirt and shorts. the members were out of the dorm doing solo activities, so he wasn't scared of the others finding out aside from his boyfriends, yangyang and hendery since they found out already.

he stared at the bathroom door, thoughts wildly running inside his head. he quietly sat there letting the blood drip until it dried. minutes passed, and he was still deep in his thoughts, causing him to fail, hearing the dorm door unlocking, and footsteps echoing.

xioajun was still deep in his thoughts, failing to notice two members approaching him inside the bathroom, he hadn't snapped out if it weren't thanks to the warm hand that covered his. he snapped his head in the direction of the door, seeing his boyfriend yangyang, looking at him worriedly and his warm hands covering his cold ones. he also noticed his other boyfriend, hendery entering the bathroom with a first aid kit in hand, also looking at his direction worriedly.

he let both of his boyfriends treat his cut, hendery taking care of his thighs, while yangyang took care of his wrist. the three were quiet, yangyang and hendery obviously worried for the older male who spaced out once again.

by the time they finished, tears quietly escaped xiaojun's eyes, his boyfriends bringing him to a hug, causing him to cry much harshly.

"hey, what's wrong? you can tell us ge." hendery spoke, rocking the older's body, who sat in his lap, to calm him down.

"i-i failed you guys. i p-promised not to hurt myself again, yet i d-did. i-i sorry." the older's quiet voice, spoke. yangyang shook his head giving the older a smile that helped calm him down, "don't be sorry ge, at least you tried, am i right? look, you lasted a month since you last cut. it's progress, so don't stress it okay? and please talk to us when you have problems, so we can help you. promise us that instead?"

the older nodded, hugging both his boyfriends by the neck. he pulled away, looking at the two with puppy eyes. "c-cuddles?"

they both smiled, before nodding. yangyang took the older male in his arms carrying him to their shared room. both males first took a bath, deciding to do it together so the older wouldn't need to wait knowing how impatient he could get when it comes to their affection.

both males finished, changing into their pajamas. they both joined xioajun at their bed, his face buried at the youngest male's chest while hendery spooned him. both males have their arms secured around the oldest waist.

the three shared countless 'i love you's and pecks. the older first fell asleep, the other two soon followed after admiring the oldest and giving each other a kiss.

【end】