I woke up and pulled the body next to me closer by the waist. I squinted my eyes open and stared at her sleeping form. I couldn't keep doing this, not when she deserves so much better. They both do. I was about to close my eyes again when there was pounding at the door. I got out of bed and wrapped my shower towel around my waist being I was naked. I swung the door open and saw a very hurt looking Gia. She stormed past me and turned around to face me. "Is it true?" She exclaimed. I stayed silent "I said is it true?!" She screamed. I was about to answer but I didn't have to, because Lillian decided now would be good time to walk out in one of my shirts. "What going on?" She asked scratching her head. "What's with all the yelling?" She asks again and than fully opens her eyes. When she does her eyes land on Gia and her eyes widen and then her mouth falls into a smirk.
She walked over and put a hand on my chest. "Oh, hey Gia. Didn't see you. When did you get here." Lillian finished with a smirk. I tensed as I saw Gia's eyes well up with tears. It pained me that I caused her hurt again. But I kept my face stone cold. "You really don't give a fuck about anything do you?" She asks I knew she didn't want an answer but I had to make sure she wouldn't come back to me this time. I can't keep hurting her. "Nope." I answered popping the 'p'. She gave a sarcastic chuckle as a tear slid down her face. "Yeah that's right you don't give any fucks, you just fuck around. Thanks for reminding me." Then she stormed out. Hopefully this time for good.
Lillian left soon after and now I was madly texting Gia. No matter how much I didn't want to hurt her again I kept calling,and she kept coming back. We were in another texting war. These sometimes happen to get violent. Once she threw a chair at my head. She missed but not by a lot, the girl has a good arm. I was in the cafeteria and almost as soon as I sat down Gia came right after me. She was furious I could tell but she was still texting me back even though I was right next to her. She has been texting three whole minutes now when I finally got something. I barley noticed Ashton sitting down, because I wasn't even going to read the texts it's time I brought out the big guns.
To Gia: at least I didn't cheat on someone with the professor......
I sent to her. She gasped from beside me and that's when I noticed that new girl Andi and Jack. "Really?! Really?! Why do you think you are the only person who has ever been let down or hurt. I've been hurt, let down, abandoned, used even. So why do you think you are?" She exclaimed. I was too shocked to react. She was right. Why was I such a dick when I had everything I needed right here. I had the perfect girl and friends that were like family. The sound of snapping interrupted my thinking.
Lillian was talking to Andi but I wasn't comprehending anything. I just kept thinking. I kept fucking up so bad and its like well fuck i don't even know what it's like because i keep doing it. i thought i could get by with cheating on her a few times because she cheated on me first with Mr. Samuels. i was so shocked to hear that she slept with him because she's not that kind of person at all.
Lillian started talking to me and i snapped at her "i don't know Lillian." i said sharply then she stared talking again. A few minutes after Andi left i got up and walked out without a word. i went to Gia's dorm. no one was there i went and checked the car lot to see Andi's car pulling out. ugh. This would have never happened if she wasn't acting like a slut but you know what i have to go and fix it.
