Torn

- Why couldn't I be happy and smile like others and have a loving family? Of course why did I ask such a stupid question. Life is so cruel she thought to herself. Everyday she wore a smile on her face like a broken tool. Everyday she would lock herself in her room at night, but could still hear the yelling/fighting and her mother crying in her room. These thin walls couldn't block what she tried to hide from. She slowly dies inside. She feels more alive in her own dreams, hiding away from the voices that once soothed her to sleep. Deep down she knew everyone had died inside just like her, believing she can't fix anything because what was the point in throwing yourself there when it still wouldn't be enough. She felt so trapped and tonight she cries, wondering what she could've done. The memories of a happy family fading everyday..

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