Short ffs

When you confess but he doesn't like you back Hyunjin (Stray Kids) ff

*you feel uneasy as you pick up your phone*

You: I don't think I'm ready, what if he doesn't like me back

Mina: you've got this

*you nod and smile with determination*

*you begin to text him*

You: Hyunjin, I need to tell you something

Hyunjin: Hey Y/N, what us it

You: well I like you, it's okay if you don't feel the same way

Hyunjin: I'm sorry Y/N but I don't feel the same way

You: it's okay

*your smile fades*

Mina: w-what did he say

You: he doesn't feel the same way, now I think I may have ruined our friendship

Mina: no don't think that

You: I'll ask

*you text him again*

You: are we still friends then

Hyunjin: yeah

*you smile a little*

You: we are still friends

Mina: see I told you

You: but he might feel uncomfortable around me now

*you sigh*

Mina: its okay

*she hugs you*

*a little while later and Mina goes home and you were left there filled with guilt*

You: I have probably ruined our friendship now, I always ruined things

*you try to sleep but you can't stop thinking of what might happen between you and the boys*

Hyunjin Pov

*he sighed and walked out his bedroom to the rest if the boys*

Hyunjin: um guys

Felix: yeah, you alright

Hyunjin: Y/N just c-confessed to me

Changbin: she what

*they all looked at him and started acting like children in a playground*

Chan: let's see

*he shows them the text when you when him again*

You: are we still friends then

*you look ad the boys and they nod so he replies*

Hyunjin: Yeah

*he puts his phone away*

Changbin: so you don't like her back

Hyunjin: n-no, well I don't know

Hyunjin: like I feel something but I just don't know what it is yet

Seungmin: then why did you say no

Hyunjin: ahhh I don't know, I-im going to bed I'm just going to think about it tomorrow

*he heads to bed but he can't sleep as thoughts and guilt fill his head*

Your Pov

*the next day*

*you wake up as you finally got some sleep*

*you sigh and make yourself some coffee*

*you have some breakfast but you can't stop thinking about everything you have done*

*you was watch tv trying to get the thoughts out your head*

*you sighed*

Hyunjin Pov

*Hyunjin gets up tired from lack of sleep and makes himself breakfast*

*as he eats thoughts fill his head thatched keeps trying to forget but he can't*

*a few days pass with more lack of sleep*

*He gets up and gets changed finally emptying his head*

*the only though he had in his head was how he felt about you*

*he smiles and texts you*

Your Pov

*you wake up tired from lack of sleep so you just drink coffee*

*you got changed as you were going to go for a walk to try and free your mind when your phone vibrated*

*it was Hyunjin*

*you smiled then read his text which read*

Hyunjin: Y/N, I have to tell you something, I didn't know what I was thinking, I didn't know how I felt but now I do

You: what is it

Hyunjin: I like you too

You: really

Hyunjin: of course, can we meet at the cafe by your apartment

You: of course, what time

Hyunjin: well my now if you don't mind

You: sure

*you go down the the cafe and wait for Hyunjin*

*he walked in and sat infront of you*

Hyunjin: you came

You: of course

Hyunjin: I'm sorry about all this I really do like you it's just at the time i didn't know what i was feeling at the time but now I do

*he held your hand*

*he felt your had was shaking but so was his*

*you smiled*

You: it's okay

Hyunjin: so do you maybe want to try a relationship then

You: sure *he looked up at you abs smiled*

*you both left the cafe and went on a walk*

*since that day you have been going out for almost a year now, you have gotten closer to the boys since and you are both happy in your relationship*