Misunderstood (Discontinued)

Chapter One

THIS STORY IS MOST LIKELY GONNA BE TRASH BUT WHATEVER. HELLO ANYONE WHO IS HERE. (I don't own any of the art, whoever did what I used for the cover, I love it.)

This is interesting. I don't know why you are even here. Why would anyone even care? You can read now I guess.. ~ A. Ham

Alex povs:

It started with the last year of High School. I was walking back to my high school's library. I trudged through the snow. It was almost 10 pm but I knew the library is open till 10:30. I heard my phone buzz as I got to the door. I knew who it was, John Laurens. The dim lighting and the book smell met me as soon as I opened the door. I rushed past the front desk and into a back corner desk. I pulled out my laptop and started typing an essay. My phone kept buzzing, I ignored it. I didn't have time for John and his lectures on me working if he doesn't want to work himself. I put my face in my hands and took a deep sigh, 

John doesn't understand, he doesn't get it. I have to work...I have to..it's the only way to not-

My thoughts got interrupted by the library door opening, I duck down in my seat and throw my hood on, hoping John wouldn't see me.  I hear steps coming my way.

"Shit", I whisper. The steps get louder and closer. I sigh and stand up, looking at the ground, 

"John I don't want to talk right now, you don't understand that-" 

"Hamilton..?" I look up and see the one and only Jeffershit right in front of me. I quickly put together a glare.

"What do you want?", my words dripping with annoyance. Jefferson stands there, staring at me for a whole minute before speaking,

"I am here to meet Jem- James" He stuttered slightly. I squint my eyes at him, and he does the same back at me. 

"Alright", I slowly start packing my laptop and books back up. 

"Why are you here?" I hear him ask from behind me. I turn around, rolling my eyes as I do.

"I was studying", I spit out. He raises an eyebrow, looks at my turned-off laptop, and closed books. 

"You sure? Doesn't look like it", He takes a sip of his tea. I glare at him, feeling more annoyed than before. 

Why do I have to explain, can't he just already know? I think. 

He continues, "And from what you said when I approached you, you seem to be having issues with Laurens". He smirked as my glare dropped when he mentioned John. I quickly rolled my eyes and turned back to packing up.

"Fine, you don't have to tell me anything." He starts to walk away. I scoff, mumbling

"Yeah I know I don't have to". 

"What did you say?". Shit, I thought he had walked farther away. On any other day I would love to argue with him and completely destroy him, but not today. 

"I said that I know I don't have to tell you shit", I spun around to meet his glare. He opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off, I didn't want to talk.

"And another thing, I don't know why you are really here because why would you and James meet up five minutes till the library closes? But I'm not in the mood to talk and I don't have to explain why. You should just mind your own damn business and stay out of my fucking life, I have had enough with your bullshit.", Jefferson's face seemed to soften, 

"What happens between me and John has nothing to do with you, I don't know why you are even asking since you never cared about me or him," He looked like he was about to say something, but I continued, 

"So how about you just fuck off somewhere else away from me. I don't want to see your stupid face for the rest of the fucking day. Good day, Jeffershit." 

His jaw hung open, and with that, I slung my backpack over my shoulder and walked out of the library. I practically ran through the snow, when I got to my dorm I knew that John would be waiting for me, but I didn't care I was upset as hell. I opened the door and was shocked. I knew John would be there but I didn't know the whole group was gonna be there. I saw Herc, Laf and the Schyler sisters all huddled around John. Peggy spotted me and whispered to Angelica. Then the whole group stood up, looking up at me. I shyly waved, slightly concerned for what was happening. I stepped closer to the group, their eyes followed me. I looked at John and was even more shocked. I set my bag down, 

"John? What happened?", John just curled up into a ball more. Laf kneeled down and wrapped his arms around John. I looked to Laf and he shot me a protective glare. 

"Can someone please tell me what is happening?", I nearly shouted. They all looked at each other, some nodded. Eliza stepped forward, her eyes were a cold, disappointed look directed to me. It was frightening. Her voice was but a whisper,

"John was raped". 

OMG. Let me know if y'all want this story to continue. Be honest :) thanks for reading. And Have a Happy New Year! Hello 2021!!