Hope's Angel

Chapter 11

 I woke up feeling this emptiness I have never felt before. I go and wake Namjoon up and I go downstairs and see eomma making breakfast. "Morning Y/N. How did you sleep last night," eomma asked and I look over at her with a tired expression.

"Excuse my language, but I slept like shit," I said and eomma looked over at me. "Why," she asked. Honestly I don't want to go to school at all, so I just make an excuse. "I'm just not feeling very well. Can I stay home today, please?" Eomma looked me over and gave me a sympathetic look.

"You probably can but I can't stay home. Do you think you could take care of yourself while I'm gone," she said and I nodded. "That's fine. I'll probably eat then relax anyway," I said and sat down as Namjoon came into the dining area. "Morning eomma," he said.

"Morning Joonie. Hey listen, can you get any work that Y/N needs for today. She's not feeling so well and is staying home. Can you do that for her," eomma said. Namjoon looked over at me questioningly, "ye, I can do that. Oh and I'm gonna leave right after I eat. I have a test to study for today," Namjoon said and eomma set down omelets for the 2 of us.

"Ok that's fine but I'm going to head out. Joonie, have a good day at school and Y/N, I hope you have a good day too and I hope you feel better," she said and headed out for work. I push my omelet aside and Namjoon gave me a stern look and set down his fork.

"Alright, what happened, you look fine. Did Hoseok hurt you?" Namjoon asked and I shook my head. "I had a great night with him actually. It's just........" I trailed off, thinking about the phone call. "It's just what Y/N, tell me," Namjoon asked and I finally broke down, telling him everything that happened last night.

"Oh Namjoon oppa, it must be my fault. I didn't try hard enough and she just didn't like me as a friend," I said through tears and Namjoon looked off into the distance. "Oh Y/N, it's not your fault, it never was. Sayan's just blind to see that your really a great person," Namjoon said, trying to comfort me.

"Namjoon oppa, you said it yourself. It's hard for someone to get along with someone like me let alone like me. Her and Maya were all I got until I lost half of that. Now I just feel empty inside without her," I said. Namjoon looked at his watch, then back at me.

"Listen, think about it, and go over your feelings. I really got to go amd I wish I could stay longer but I can't. I will tell Maya what happened to you, oh and Hoseok too, because he will be worried sick," "He actually wanted to tell me something before Sayan called. But after the call, he just dropped it. Do you know what that was about?" I asked.

Namjoon bit his lip and thought about it. "I'll talk to him about it today. But hey, I'll see you after school, ok," Namjoon said and I nodded. Namjoon gives me a hug before he left. I sigh and head up to my room and went back to bed. I just got to think about it, I thought and drifted off to a dreamless sleep.

Namjoon's POV- at school

The first thing I do when I got to school was go over to Maya and I found her talking to Sayan. I walk up to them and when they seemed to notice me, they stopped what they were talking about. "Hey Maya, I'll talk to you later," Sayan said and she walked away while giving me a bit of a side glare, leaving Maya.

"Oh, uhh.... hi Namjoon hyung, where's Y/N?" Maya asked as I walked close enough and I stopped in front of her. "That's the thing, she stayed home because there was something that happened between her and Sayan. She's pretty torn up about it," I said and Maya nodded. "I'm coming there after school, and I'll talk to her about it," she said.

I thanked her and went to the group of guys. As the closer I get, the more I can see the confusion and questioning faces, while Hoseok's face is all concern. When I got close enough, he came up to me and grabbed my shoulders. "Where's Y/N, why isn't she here," was the first thing that came out of Hoseok's mouth.

"She's at home sorting everything out from what happened last night. I mean she did say she had a great night...... did u tell her how you feel?" I asked and he looked at the ground. "I couldn't..... I mean I was going to and I wanted to but then her friend called and after that her mood changed dramatically. It looked like she was going to break at any second and it broke my heart. Do you know anything that happened?" He said and continued to keep his head down.

I looked at him sympathetically and sighed, "come over after school and we can talk more about it," I said and looked over at the other guys, who looked more confused than before. "I'll tell you at lunch," I told them and the first hour bell rang, signaling class is gonna start soon. Our group dispersed and i went to my first class with Yoongi and Jin, but my mind kept swirling with thoughts and questions throughout the entire day.

Yes ik... its been a while... im mentally and physically exhausted... i love you all and i'll try updating again...