Chapter 1. Mediocre Despair

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... Why am I living? 

Why am I still here, talking, walking, standing, doing anything? 

Why weren't I born... something else? 

Not like how I'm existing now. Something... more special and more useful...

She who named after the color of the sky, wanted to be dead.

 She who life is normal like others, wanted to be reborn as something else. 

She who believed none of her talents are special

"She, who is mediocre." 

"She, who shouldn't have lived." 

"She, who only has been a pain for everyone."

 "She, who...is so mediocre, she couldn't do anything about it."

 An 16 years old girl, standing on the roof of her apartment, looking up at the dark sky.

 The sky was pitch black, and no stars to be found. 

Things that looked like moving stars up there, were just planes.

 There was the crescent moon. Shining gracefully, even with no stars to compliment its beauty.She thought,That she was like the moon at some point. 

 The moon, looks like it shines by itself, but the truth is it only borrowed the light from your familiar sun.

 The same as her, she might look all good and intelligent, but it all was just a fake illusion. 

Is there a way to commit suicide without a pain?

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