RAEKKUNO: The Journey

Friday's Stream

Rae's POV

I barely slept last night due to editing, should've just slept in longer in the morning. But I knew I couldn't miss the gym, it's the only time in my routine that I get to escape the screen.

Yes, I go to parties once in a blue moon and end up dodging them by making dumb excuses. I need to overcome that part of myself, the introvert and insecure one in public.

Before setting up the stream, i quickly dropped a message to Jay (my boyfriend)

Valkyrae: I miss u, come back soon from hawaiiiiii

Anyways, I started the stream today regardless of hardly any sleep and tiring workout. It's my job, I love it but sometimes it gets overwhelming.

We're playing "among us" with popular streamers like CourageJD, Wendy, Sydney, Toast, Abe, Lily, Peter, Wildcat and yeah Sykkuno. We're here for a good time and clickbait YouTube videos ha-ha.

I've known some of these people for just a few days but we've really bonded over lying and killing lol.

The first match begins, I'm the crewmate and well I die first. It happens for three rounds straight and then Sykkuno decides to protect me.

He's so perfect......with his perfectly annoying voice... I can't even. While we were doing upload, well when I was doing upload and Sykkuno was guarding the gates, toast died.

"O Oh no, toast died" Sykkuno exclaimed.

"Well Sykkuno was busy simping over rae" Wendy commented.

Wendy's comment was followed by everyone's "oooo". This is annoying.

I decided the subject by sussing Sydney.

"Sydney, the body was in right and everyone else was at left so it could've been a self-report."

And then the cat fight followed, bunch of screaming and trolling, everyone jumped in. Everyone just ended up skipping for that meeting.

The match continued and couple more people died. At this point Sykkuno's simping and everyone else's commentary was infuriating. He was doing this whole "I simp for rae" video.

We were ended up with Sykkuno, Abe, Sydney and me.

I decided to call the meeting.

"I was sussing Sydney since the first round it should be her"

"If Rae says Sydney then I trust her" Sykkuno followed.

I was low-key imagining the ghosts having conversations about us. Everyone in the chat seemed to ship us for some reason. Can't they see he's meming and I have a boyfriend. I want to laugh and have fun, which i've been doing for past couple of days. But i need to have a boundary too, i can't let myself sink away in the moment.

I can't with his perfect voice, it's perfectly annoying, his perfect flirting drives me mad.

So, I started killing him first, which he was okay with for a tad while until it was getting annoying for him. He wasn't getting much chance at the game. I felt bad but I knew I had to stop the shipping thing. Everyone getting the wrong ideas is just wrong.

The game came to an end for the day. I had a fun time getting to know a lot of people and playing with them. But it left me exhausted, a lot more than before.

I pulled off the oversized black hoodie which I should've removed long before. It was Jay's hoodie which i wore, i missed him and it reminded that i am not alone. I was sweating, I was starving too. I wanted to walk towards the kitchen but I felt too weak. Suddenly, I was left with no thoughts. The next minute it was me falling on to the bed in the white tank. 

(note: i wanted to write better but didn't quite succeed but i'm trying lol. well i'll keep writing..i planned out 6 parts for starters. give ur opinions. imma taking healthy criticism..ALSO..the bf the hawai trip the everything i just made up and a lot of made up things will be there just so u know)