Friends or not

Chapter 1

Flashback
3 year old

Hoseok ran towards his big brother while crying...

"Hyungie why no one play with me." He said crying while tugging at his brother's sleeve.

"It's okay hobi. They are jealous because my baby brother is an angel. That's why come on stop crying Hyung will play with you." Seojoon said and wipe Hoseok's tears.

" No now I am tired hyungie. Hobi wanted you to tell him stories while he sleep with you." He said smiling and making grabby hands towards Seojoon.

"Oh really! Is my baby brother tired. Come on hyung will tell you awesome stories." Seojoon bend down a little and lifted Hoseok in his arms while walking towards upstairs.

Hoseok smiled happily. He snuggled more in his hyung's arms. He always felt safe in his hyung's arms. Hoseok's mother noticed his sad son and about to ask but seojoon shake his head and mouthed towards he that it's okay. She nod and went back to kitchen to make dinner. Seojoon laid Hoseok down on his bed. He changed his clothes then laid down beside Hoseok.
Hoseok immediately climbed top on his hyung and snuggled happily.
Seojoon affectionately pat his head. He really loves his baby brother.
(Seojoon is 9 year old right now)

After telling him stories he asked his brother.

"Who is your favourite person hobi."

"Hyungie. Hobi loves hyungie too much." Hoseok said and giggled happily.

5 year old

"Mumma it's my third day at school. So why all still ignored me. Hobi even gave them toys so they will talk to hobi but they ignored hobi all the time. Hobi is sad." He sobbed while hugging his mother.

Hoseok's mother sighed sadly. She felt bad for him. She can't understand that how can someone ignored sunshine like him. But still she can't do anything. She just hoped that someday her sunshine will met true freind.

"Uhmm! They must be jealous of my baby. It's okay you will found freinds too okay. You just have to wait. But meantime who wants to eat chocolate cake" She smiled and gave him chocolate cake.

"Hobi just wants someone who will play with him, talk with him. Hobi is alone." Hoseok murmured to himself.

But sadly Hoseok doesn't found freinds. He always hoped that today will someone talk back to him. He always tried to approached his classmates but they always ignored him.

6 year old
Hoseok mom died in car accident. All family was in shocked and misery. But he little hoseok didn't know that he lost his father too. After that day his father never talked to him. Always ignored him like others now he only have his hyung.

"Hyungie where is mumma? Why she didn't came home?" He asked while crying.

"She is resting okay." Seojoon said sadly and hugged his baby brother tightly.

"But hobi miss mumma. Hobi want Mumma right now. Hyungie tell mumma to come back to hobi." Hoseok said sobbing loudly.

"Mumma is with angel right now. It's okay hobi has hyungie right. It's okay hyungie is here." Seojoon rocked him back and forth to calm him down.

"Hyungie will not going to leave hobi right." Hoseok asked sadly.

"No bubba. Hungie will never leave his hobi. How can hyungie leave his little baby right." Seojoon kissed his forehead. Hoseok nodded his head a little and yawn. He got tired after crying all day. After some time he slept in his hyungie arms.

After one year he never asked about his mom since his hyungie got sad.

10 year old

All this years Seojoon took care of Hoseok like a parent since his father stopped paying attention to them. He is mad at his dad. That he always was busy with his work never paying attention to him and his sunshine.

And Hoseok also had just one person in his life his hyungie. In school his classmates and other kids always treat him like a ghost.

"Hobi let's eat. Hyungie had  finished making dinner." Seojoon shouted a little so Hoseok will listen.

"Coming hyungie."

"Seojoon I have something to talk." Hoseok's father said to Seojoon.

"What is it?"

"Go packed your bags you will live in boarding school tomorrow. This school is best." His father said emotionless.

Hoseok got shocked by this. No his hyungie can't leave him. He only had hyungie.

"What the hell you are talking about? I can't leave him alone dad. Who will take care of hobi." Seojoon shouted at his father.

At this point Hoseok start crying. He got scared.

"Bubba I am sorry. Hyungie is sorry don't cry okay. Hyungie will not shouted anymore okay. Come here." Seojoon said and carried  Hoseok in his arms.

Hoseok hide his face in Seojoon's neck. Seojoon patted his back to calm him down.

"He is not a baby anymore. I will take care of him. You have to go. There is not good school around here. You have to study. It's final. I will.pack your bag. You will leave tomorrow." His dad stormed out to his room.

"Hyungie don't leave hobi." Hoseok said crying while clutching Seojoon's shirt.

"It's okay bubba hyungie is here. Shhh don't cry. Let's go in our room okay." Seojoon said and took Hoseok in their room. He sighed sadly. He can't win against his father he had to leave his baby alone.

They sleep hugging each other tightly. In the morning Seojoon quietly left.

"I am sorry bubba but hyungie had to leave." Seojoon kissed his forehead.

From that day Hoseok live his life like a ghost. In school he always got ignored and in home his dad ignored him. He missed his hyungie but sadly he can't meet him. All these years he lived a miserable life till he met his freinds. Jungkook and Yoongi. He met them when he was 15 years old. They always hang out together. From that day he don't feel alone anymore. They all decided to go to same college and it got true they went to same college although they don't share same classes and room but nonetheless he is happy. Because he had his freinds with him. He met Jimin in dance class and they instantly became freinds. Later he found out that Jimin is Yoongi's roomate and they started dating. Well Jungkook also got someone although Jungkook didn't admit it but he knew that he loves that boy. He is truly happy for them but his happiness got downhill. Now he is in second year of his college.

Buzz Buzzz

"I am awake." Hoseok shouted and turned off his alarm.

He sighed and rubbed his face. Tomorrow was his birthday. But sadly no one remembered it except his hyungie. He didn't know why did he saw dream about his childhood maybe he knows the reason. Because he started feeling alone. He didn't remembered when did his freinds last talked to him. It became months since they started ignoring him. He sighed and turned to his left side there was transferred paper he had to submit. He decided he will left this place and  went back to his hyungie. He didn't know when this happen again but maybe he didn't deserve to be happy. Whoever he love will always leave him. He never think that he will feel alone again after finding them. But maybe they got also bored with him. Maybe they realised that he didn't deserve to be their freinds that's why they didn't acknowledge him. It all started with when they start dating.