Bio dynamic (hartwin/merhartwin)

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Eggsy did end up crying a little but it was mostly happy tears. He'd never had anyone who actually wanted to dom him, his mother only did it because her own biology made her and to keep him stable enough around deans goons.

Then there was the odd one night stand with a dom however those were far and few between now. He didn't have enough time, he would also want to travel out of the city to escape being recognised however in between missions he just wanted to be at home with JB and see daisy.

So now harry was offering to dom him, he had to jump at the opportunity, not only did trusting the man make it a lot easier to sub for him but he'd also had a thing for the man since they met. However the man thought he was a dom and had stated in the past that he couldn't date a dom full time, it wouldn't work with his needs. Eggsy was curious why he said 'full time' and didn't just say he couldn't date a dom....but that was a question for another day.

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After his little cry harry offered to stay with the other man for at least the rest of the night. if he needed to he would stay over.

"erm, yeah sure? i don't see why not." eggsy stutters out

"i understand you may be confused, i can't speak for all doms but typically i need to know that my sub is well fed after dropping and gets a good nights sleep. That's all a lot easier to do in the presence of a dom. However, yes we have an arrangement but i haven't claimed you as mine, so it is up to you if you still want me to play that role. I can leave if it would make you more comfortable." harry explains, wanting to make it explicitly clear to eggsy that he had an out.

'i wouldn't mind if you did claim me as yours' eggsy thinks but keeps it to himself, its too early to be saying that type of stuff.

"no i get it, its fine. I have the guest room, but theres also the couch in here and obviouly my bed. ya know, if you want to be closer to me, for reassurence." eggsy says, trying to be as subtle as he can however post drop he's lost most his usual grace and skills kingsman has taught him.

"lets figure that out tonight shall we. Theres always a chance you might change your mind so best not to set anything in stone. I would be fine with any of your choices however i am used to being closer after managing a drop since all other subs that have dropped around me have been in a relationship with me." harry explains

It felt strange to eggsy that despite harry knowing he was a sub now, that he was still giving him all these choices and it wasn't just what he says goes. He also hadn't used his 'dom voice' for anything, maybe it was too soon for him to try that.

Eggsy didn't want harry to use that voice, well he did...but not in the way it was usually used on him. He hopes that he wouldn't want to. However the only time he's been around doms who knew he was a sub was when deans goons were around, and they loved to control him, it was a game to them. They would simply say 'stop' and it would make him freeze, they would give 'orders' to get him to do their dirty work for them. There were a few other instances of where they would do however he didn't want to dwell on those memories. But lets just say its growing up around them that made him go into hiding and stay that was for so long.

"Yeah, that sounds good. fine by me. I'm not really used to being given so many options" eggsy says without thinking.

"how do you mean?" Harry asks

"well, back in the estates there weren't too many people who knew i were a sub. However Dean obviously had to make my life shit so he had to make sure all of his mates knew. To keep it simple, they took advantage of that fact i were a sub, and avantage of me. So im not exactly used to nice doms. I don't know whats usually wanted of me exept the things my bioligy makes me crave." eggsy explains