BAS TU CHAHIYE ( Sidnaaz)☑️

Tu Hi Sukoon Mera

Sidharth was out of the bb 14 house as his team lost the task. He was anyway coming out of the house and was really happy but the way it happened was not at all appreciated. He was really upset with the decision regarding the task but couldn't do anything.

After biding goodbye to his team members he went towards his vanity and entering inside he locked the door and set on the sofa resting his head back, he closed his eyes.

He was frustrated with the way bb asked to take the decision with majority. Already he was frustrated with the two days extension and then his team lost the task just because the decision was on the basis of majority. He never liked to loose even if he was not a part of the show. His team was nowhere wrong and he was really angry on the bb team.

Closing his eyes, he just tried to be relax. But he knew he couldn't get relaxed without his sukoon. He needed his sukoon close to himself to calm himself down. He needed his life then and there.

In those sixteen days he missed her to such an extent that he couldn't get proper sleep without her. He would wake up early in the morning and would sit outside alone remembering the beautiful time he spent with her.

He missed her in such a way that sometime he regretted his decision of accepting the offer to stay 14 days in the house. Even before accepting the offer, he knew that it would be really difficult for both of them to stay away from each other for complete 14 days but being in the house he realised that it wasn't difficult, it just felt impossible to him.

The first night when he laid on his bed at night he remembered all their time they spent inside the same house and realising that this time he was alone there he felt like he couldn't breath there.

He felt a sudden urge to just ran to his home back and took her in his embrace and sleep keeping her close to his heart just like the way they always did. That time he realised how deeply he was in love with her. He realised she was as important to him as to breath.

Every night when he slept without her, he realised what she has become in his life and every night when he failed to sleep he realised that she was his sukoon. Sukoon which he needed every second in his life.

Opening his eyes he called his manager and told him that he was going home and his manager assured him that he would take care of some last formalities. Immediately sidharth called his driver and told him to get the car ready as he was coming. Disconnecting the call he made his way out of the vanity and went towards his car.

Setting on the passenger seat sidharth asked his driver to drive fast as he just wanted to take her in his embrace as soon he could. He just couldn't keep patience now. He even forgot to inform at his home that he was coming as his family got the information to his stay of one more week but sidharth didn't agree with them and they had to manage everything in two days as sidharth wasn't ready to stay there anymore. His manager also didn't inform to sidharth's family that his stay was extended for just two days so nobody knew at his home that he was coming back today only.

All the way sidharth was just thinking about her. In those 16 days he realised that he couldn't live without her. All these days his heart wasn't at peace. His heart was yearning for her every second. He tried to distract himself by keeping himself busy in the discussion or having fun with the housemates. The moment he would be alone, he felt pain in his heart every time. He felt a sudden restlessness of being away from her. He felt an urge to run away from there and just hide himself in her embrace.

There was so much that happened in last two weeks. In the second week he got to know about the hatred spreading outside about him.

He was really upset thinking how people judged him so easily. He couldn't get to contact with her but he was worried for her.

He knew she trusts him more then anything but he knew that the tasks he did inside the house would definitely have hurt her. He knew how much possessive she was for him and he loved her possessiveness always but he knew that these tasks must have had effected her. He himself didn't want to perform those tasks but he couldn't do anything.

He was also worried how she must be dealing with all the negativity and hatred. He wanted to keep her away from all the hatred and when he would be with her he always tried to keep her away from negativity but then being inside the house he couldn't do anything . He just prayed to God for themselves that day. He just wanted to get out of the house that time only but he couldn't do that because of the contract he had signed but he prayed for his family.

Reaching home driver informed him bringing him out of his thoughts. He opened the door and just ran towards the lift. Entering inside he  couldn't wait even for a second.

By the time lift opened he ran towards his home and rang the bell. He knew his mother would be there as he couldn't let his naaz alone. The bond his mother and his naaz shared made it more easy for them to be with each other in his absence.

The most important women of his life shared such a beautiful bond that he couldn't thank God enough for that.

The door opened and he met with his mother who was surprised to see him there. He just hugged her tightly and kissed her forehead.

"Kaisi hai maa" asked sidharth keeping her in his embrace. She rubbed his back and getting out of his embrace his mother kissed his forehead lovingly.

"Mai theek hoon bacha lekin tu kaise aa gya aaj. Tera to stay extend hua tha na ek aur week k liye" asked his mother as he closed the door behind.

"Haan mom they wanted me to stay for one more week but i didn't want to be there anymore to maine mna kar diya to unhe sab kuchh do din m hi manage krna pda" said sidharth with a relieved smile that he was back to his home.

"sidharth tu kab aaya?" asked neetu di who just came out of the kitchen and was surprised to see her brother back before the time.

"Bas abhi aaya di" said sidharth hugging his sister.

His eyes were searching for only one person whom he couldn't see anywhere. His mother noticed him as he was being restless to go to his room. He was expecting her to be there.

Meeting his mother and sister he went towards his room. He entered his room which was all dark and that was enough for him to know that she wasn't there. He immediately came out of his room and went towards his mother.

"maa kahan hai vo" asked sidharth with restlessness lacing his voice.

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