Alejandro POV
Ive been in this Dark Place for a couple of days I dont know why but im Just am I feel like nobody loves me anymore I know i have anger issuses but are they that bad? Am i getting ugly or fat.I decided to get up and go for a walk. I toke a shower and wrote a note to them saying i went for a walk and ill be back in 30 minutes.I put on some Sweats and a hoodie And started walking.💭Maybe i should go get food....NO YOUR TOO FAT AND UGLY AND YOUR SUCH A WHORE....WHO COULD EVER LOVE YOU....FUCKING BITCH 💭Then it started raining and i started crying 💭WHY ARE YOU BEING A BIG CRYBABY SUCK IT AND BE A MAN💭
Ale- Im sorry that i was never enough plz Just go away
💭YOU CANT GET RID OF ME YOU(Sorry im bisexual but i still dont like that word)FAGGOT💭
Ale- NOOO bubbas i need you
💭THEY DONT LOVE YOU THEY NEVER DID💭
Ale- BUBBAS I NEED YOU SO BAD plz
I say crying
Im Just gonna go home
💭They're not your home i am💭
Ale- What do you want from me
I say walking off
💭EVERYTHING💭
💭YOUR LIFE YOUR BOYFRIENDS EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE💭
💭I will leave you alone now You fucking fag💭
I didnt even realize i was at my house i walked in and saw My beautiful boyfriends On the couch
Kai- Hey ba- Whats wrong?
He sounded like he actually cared but i know he didnt
Ale- Nothing
The all walked up too you
Roro- Alejandro de jesus rosario
He says sternly
Alv- Whats wrong bubbas?
He says tryin to hug me
Tia- babyboy You can tell us anything you know that right?
Ale- It just hurts....i feel like nobody loves me anymore...Ive been in this Dark Place and i wanna get away from it...its telling me nobody loves me and i should just starve Myself because im to fat and ugly and a whore....And it calls me a fag and i-i just hurts more than anything in the world
Tia-Babyboy We had no idea you were feeling that way why didnt you tell us?
Ale- I didnt think yall would care
I mumble
Alv- Well we do baby Plz dont ever think like that
Kai- We're always here for you ok?
Roro- Now c'mer Come eat
Ale- Im not hungry
Tia-You're gonna eat dont listen to the voice its all fake i promise
I hug him then got into a group hug
All- I love you
I giggle but covered my mouth afterwards
Roro- No no baby your giggles are cute
Tia-You should do it more often
He says stepping closer and started ticking me and i giggled
Kai- Wow your giggles are so soft and cute
Alv- RIGHHTTT LUV YALL
All- Love you too baby
Ale- Can we cuddle 😊
I say blushing
Kai- YESHHHH
Alv- I just wanna go to sleep so sure
Ale- Bet come on Tia and Roro
They were over there making out
