I tried to think of any other thing than the sound of bodies slapping against each other. I wanted to feel nothing. I wanted to forget about the pain. My uncle Dax was on top of me making disgusting noises as he went in and out of me faster.
I couldn't cry, i had to be strong for myself , i had to hold on but hope was slipping away slowly.
Dax slipped out of me and not a second later, i felt his juices on my lower stomach; he got off me and wore his clothes back smiling at me.
"That was really good baby, i just hope you cum next time"
I wanted to kill him, to make him suffer for all the things he had done to me, but i couldn't. There was no way, i had no one to run to nobody was willing to hear my sad story. I was on my own and i knew it.
Dax walked out of my room but not before saying
"you get to eat dinner today"
You might be confused at this point so let me start from the beginning
"I'm Azreel Jules, 18 and from Egypt . My parents died four years ago so i was put in care of my uncle Dax. At first he was really nice and caring , he helped me get through my parents death but after a year everything changed.
He came home one night extremely drunk and beat me up for no absolute reason. The next morning, he served me breakfast in bed and apologized. He hugged me and pecked my lips. I didn't h think about the peck i was happy that he apologized. That was my big mistake because from that day he'd beat me up then apologize the next day touching me on different parts of my body. I was too young to understand all these things but when i turned seventeen, i slapped him hard on his face when he rubbed my thighs. Maybe i should have let him touch me because till today i regret that day. As a punishment for slapping him, he took my virginity. He didn't stop there he'd rape mewhenever he felt like and he even stopped apologizing for all the beatings he gave me.
The truth is , after he had raped me, a week later i decided to escape but i had no money so when he went out one morning, i went into his room in search of money ; i was going through the papers on his drawer when i saw a hospital test result. According to the result, my uncle was a sadist he derived joy in seeing people in pain and his sexual urges couldn't be controlled. How i didn't think of this before, i have no idea .
I was still shocked at what i had just read when Dax barged in . When he saw what i was reading, he growled in anger and with two long strides, he was in front of me. Before i could register what was happening, he grapped a fistfull of my hair and bashed my head on the wall. I could taste my blood in my mouth i wanted to scream in pain but all that came out from my mouth was blood. But Dax didn't care cause he began to punch me all over my body. I had started seeing black dots when he dragged my almost limp body to his toilet i didn't have time to comprehend what was happening as he grabbed my hair again and pushed my head into the toilet water. The water was going into my nose and mouth and i was struggling to stay conscious. He brought my head out and i took in a huge breath regretting it immediately as i threw up water.I expected him to let me go but he wasn't done yet. He tore my clothes my undies included then he dragged me agin out of his room and into mine. He threw me on the bed and began to undo his belt; when his pants were off, he positioned me under him and forced himself into me. I didn't wait any longer as i let the darkness consume me. With the beatings I'd received, you'd think that i have scars that remind me of what i am but no ever since i was a child, I'd heal immediately i get injured my mother told me it was a gift so i embraced it i was proud of my gift and i couldn't feel more grateful
at how my gift had helped me come this far
You'd think i have friends or at least a friend that at least makes me happy but i don't infact I'm a freak in school. I don't get bullied in school but the way they treat me is worse than being bullied. Everyone avoids me because i look scary when i go to school .i barely own clothes and the few i have are literally rags."
A weak sigh escaped my lips as i got out of my worn out bed and walked into my small bathroom.
After Dax had raped me the first time, he moved me to the attic where he set up a worn out bed, broken drawer for my clothes and a little bathroom.
I washed myself the best i could seeing that my shower wasn't working, i used the sink .
After cleaning myself up, i went to the kitchen and preapred dinner. I set his table and then ate the left over .
I cleared the kitchen and washed my plate then i retired to bed.
As i laid on my bed that night, i tried to recall memories of my parents but i couldn't remember anything. I didn't have any pictures of them so i forgot about them pretty fast. It makes me feel guilty that i forgot about them fast. Just the thought hurts so with a sigh, i closed my eyes and drifted into a dreamless sleep
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I woke up the next morning and got out of bed; i brushed my teeth and then went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Dax. I set his table then rushed back to my room. I got into a black floor lenght straight skirt, a white tee shirt and my everyday worn out hoodie. This is my best outfit.
Don't get me wrong i do know how to dress but with my limited clothing, this one having little to no rips i feel good in it. I ran my fingers through my hair since i had no comb. Putting my hood up, i grabbed my backpack and left the house.
After a fifteen minute walk, i got to school. The all to familiar whispers started as i walked to my locker. I grabbed the books i needed and shut it then i walked to my class. I sat at the far back of the class and as soon i had settled down, Mr Ferdinald walked in with a bright smile on his face. Now that was unusual
"Good morning class. Today we have a few visitors from the states who are here to take a test on each of you."
He looked at each of us as if to ascertain if we were paying attention. Satisfied, he continued
" you are all to assemble on the football field where the tests would be conducted. Thank you"
He left immediately after that and students began to file out of the class. I was the last to leave and when i got to the football field, makeshift tents had been pitched and students were going in and coming out one after the other.
The process became boring so i zoned out fast. I was literally thinking of how I'd die when someone tapped my shoulder. I looked up to find a bulky man in front of me
"You're the only one left"
I looked around and true to his words i was the only student on the football field . I walked to the tent and entered to find another man
"What's your name" he asked without any form of greeting
"Azreel"
"Your face, why is it coverd"
"I'm cold"
" it's summer"
I became uncomfortable under his intense gaze; he must have noticed this because he cleared his throat and ushered me a seat.
As soon as i sat down, he placed a helmet like object with tubes that were connected to a computer on my head
" close your eyes "
I did as i was told and i heard the flick of a switch as soon as that happened, i tried to open my eyes but i couldn't everything was white, it was like i was in a trance, the white light soon faded into a green field with wild flowers. I was confused as to what was happening but the beauty of the field struck me more.
I was still enjoying the scenery when a white wolf emerged out of nowhere. It was beautiful and i felt oddly connected to it so i walked towards it and placed my hand on It's fur . It stared at me not making any attempt to move and that made me happy i was still petting the wolf when everything began to fade back to normal and before i knew it , i was back at the tent and staring at the wierd man who had a big grin on his face.
" you're one of us" he said smiling as he removed the thing that was on my head
"What do you mean sir" i asked politely
" you're coming with us , I'm going to contact your parents so....."
"No don't!" I said before he could finish his sentence
" what do you mean"
i couldn't tell him about how i was an orphan and how my uncle raped and beat me everyday so i said
" i don't have a family "
Before i even said that, a look of anger flashed in his eyes but it left as soon as it came i was confused but i didn't say anything
"Do you need to say goodbye to anyone"
"Like people would notice me even when i die" i said in my head.
The anger flashed in his eyes again but i ignored it the second time and answerd his question
" i have no one to say goodbye too"
"Your belongings?"
"I own nothing"
"In that case,we're good to go "
With that, he left the tent with me trailing behind him like a lost puppy
Some men which I'm sure were not there before began to take the things out of the tent and unpitch it.
When we got to the parking lot, the bulky guy from the field who seemed to be the wierd guys bodyguard opened the door for us. The wierd guy got in first then i followed suit
When we were both settled in , the bulky guy shut the door and got into the drivers seat. Without as much as a word, he drove off
AUTHOR'S NOTE
I'm finally done with chapter one and i hope you liked it don't forget to like and comment. I love you all❤
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