If you are here, will you understand? The hurts that I have been through. Of not seeing you anymore. The suffering that takes over me. Knowing that you will never be mine.
Are you doing great? Of forgetting me. Because I'm not. Not a single day, I stop thinking about you. It's unfair because you were the one that lit it up and yet you were the one who blew it off, just like that. Not even a single goodbye. Left me alone. Wondering, what did I do wrong? What mistake that I commit, make you left me?
Am I that worthless to you? Did my feeling just a test for you? Or are you just sick of me? Maybe I gave you too much that you got bored with it. Or maybe I love you wrong.
I went around telling people that I got over you. But deep inside I know that's all just a lie. I still want you. The reason why I lied to myself because I know that it's impossible to have you back.
I believe love has no boundary. Yet, we have been told that it had limits. I guess we're over the limit. And all I did was loving you. What could be so wrong about it? Was our love that filthy to others?
I still remember how you acted out of curiosity. All your touches trembled and very cautious. To you, I was like an hourglass, so fragile, so delicate. How your touches moved my heart. I do remember because it same goes for me. And from time to time, you have gained the confidence to act out of love against me. I could see how it changed. Because your touches make me melt. Your love makes me strong. I felt your love. Or was it?
Do you really love me at that time? Your touches, I know it was real. But did your heart real? Our feelings, was it mutual? I scared to know the truth. I know the answer, that's why I don't listen.
Maybe we were too afraid to admit our love before. Maybe because we're over the limit. The limit where there was no boundary. Maybe letting you go was the right decision. Maybe you will be happy without me. I'm glad that I was once the thing that could make you smile. That was love, right?
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F*ck Buddy (Seventeen Meanie) | Mingyu x Wonwoo
FanfictionCOMPLETED After a painful breakup, Wonwoo feels like his world is crumbling down. Hard to move on, he finds himself pouring his feeling onto the papers. One night, in his drunk state, Wonwoo gets some help from his junior, Mingyu back to his house...
