Its Complicated

Partie Huit

*Morgan's POV*
I got into the car, and put away my phone and camera. I slept the rest of the way home.

*Devan's POV*
I feel very bad for my brother after what Morgan has done. Ever since she left to go home, Collins has been absolutely devastated, like a grieving schoolgirl crying over a loved one.

Watching Morgan's video made me, Collins, and Morgan's Keyper Sisters hurt to the core with the YouTuber's serious message about she's been dealing with. Living with depression and stress is not fun, and Morgan is one that needs help recovering.

Seeing that Jordan commented from Between Kings' YouTube channel on Morgan's video, makes us all wide-eyed. He said, "Morgan, I never knew or realized that you had a crush on me. I just want to say 'I love you,' and that you are an amazing and supportive BK Empress. Depression and stress is no laughing matter. I think it's best if you seek a psychologist or a therapist to help you get through this. Love you, Jordan! 😊🙌"

*Morgan's POV*
As I slept through the whole trip home, my phone has been blowing up with comments and likes. I've looked through the comment section, and it has been nothing but positive vibes, love, support, and sympathy from everyone.

One comment started a fight based on jealousy. The comment came from Between Kings' Jordan. Oh my God!

The replies came from a user called "jdogmaster1980," saying, "Hey, back off, buddy. Morgan's mine!" O... M... G!

The fight is between Joe and Jordan. I'm like "What the f**k?" right now. My eyes widened at the sight of the YouTube comment fight.

What if this fight will end up on the news or on Twitter? I'm fearing for my life facing the social media world because of the fight.

I know I've broken Collins' heart in Sandusky, but my brain has been spinning around in circles after this morning and my video. My brain is telling me, "Morgan, you have to choose between Jordan and Joe."

I have to work tomorrow, so, I pick Joe, because of him making me so happy and making me laugh from his jokes and mind. I love Joe, and I didn't know he would be jealous enough to start a fight with Jordan. Well, Taureans like us are prone to be jealous and possessive of their partners or crushes. We are mainly known to be stubborn, because Taurus is the sign of the bull.

This is what my brain is thinking, and my heart is saying, "Go for it, Morgan, because Joe will always make you happy no matter what." I'm going for it tomorrow, Abbey (my heart's name"), when I go back to work.

Throughout the entire time going home, I've been playing three songs nonstop on Spotify. The songs were Slade's "Myzsterious Mizster Jones," Juice Newton's "Angel of the Morning," and Fleetwood Mac's "Gypsy."

Thos songs I have on repeat on Spotify and playing nonstop in my head for days. No wonder why these three songs are my earworms at the moment.

And it's no wonder or surprise to why I am such an old soul in music. When I was young, I was into bands like the Jonas Brothers, Big Time Rush, One Direction, 5 Seconds of Summer, and the Vamps. But as I got older, I have listened and loved older music from bands and artists from the 1950s to the 1980s, like Elvis, the Beatles, the Monkees, Aerosmith, AC/DC, Queen, Slade, Bruce Springsteen, Janis Joplin, and Van Halen, with the exception of Between Kings, in which I started to listen and love almost two months ago.

The three songs playing nonstop on Spotify describes my three moods now. "Angel of the Morning" describes myself after I broke Collins' heart this morning: the feeling of depression. "Myzsterious Mizster Jones" describes my complicated mental state right now: a rollercoaster between happiness and stressfullness. And there's "Gypsy," describing my hippie heart and soul: free love and no violence.

I remember dressing up as a hippie in all of 2018 and 2019. Since we are currently in 2020, I started to put my hippie clothes up to wear on-and-off, because all of us heading in to celebrate the original Roaring Twenties and the 1970s.

My history with my counterculture heart, soul, and dress came from 2018, when I started listening to the Monkees, also known as the "Prefab Four" and the "American Beatles." I embraced my individuality everyday since then, and I loved it so much.

*45 Minutes Later*
Arriving home from Sandusky, I got my bag and went inside. I checked the time on my clock: 9:55 AM. I didn't bother to check Instagram, Twitter, TikTok, or YouTube, since I'm pretty much upset from what happened today.

I hate to face another day, because I'm terrified of what Joe will say to me when we first see each other tomorrow. I seriously am, even though I haven't been this scared before. Apparently, with the stress and depression I've been suffering from, I have anxiety, too. Something that hasn't flared up inside of me since high school.

For God sakes, I'm a freaking mess right now. From going up to spend a day with my Keyper Sisters in Sandusky, to running into the Key Bros, to going home after breaking Collins' heart, this has been a messy, situational day. What have I done? The cartoon angel on my shoulder is telling me, "You did the wrong, Morgan. Collins was the one for you," while the stinking devil is saying, "Don't listen to him, Morgan. Joe is much of a man for you and he makes you happy."

The cartoon devil is right, I'm afraid. Mainly, it's because of me liking older man, and for Pete's sakes, I'm 21, and I don't care if I like and date older man, like Joe.

*12 Hours Later*
For the rest of the day, I pretty much stayed in my room until night fell. I slept on my bed, until I found myself in Dreamland, and Jordan, Collins, and Joe are in it.

They are fighting for my heart, even though I broke Collins' heart. This "love square" is getting out of hand, until they started letting me choose one of them. I followed my heart, and started walking towards Joe. He leaned in to kiss me, and I kissed him back. All of a sudden, Jordan and Collins started to vanish, as Joe and I kissed until sparks flew.

I woke up to my alarm clock saying 9:25 PM. I'm still dressed in what I wore the whole day, but I change into my pajamas, and went back to sleep.

*Thanks to everyone for reading "Partie Huit" of Its Complicated. So, Morgan is listening to her heart, but wait for more coming your way very soon. Remember to like, comment, and support the story. Bye!*