Can You Feel What I Feel? (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 14 Suicide?

Harry's P.O.V

I ran upstairs and headed towards my room.I started shouting and pulling my hair in desperation.

"Fuck my life!Fuck it! Fuck Everyone!Fuck you Tomlinson!Fuck you!!"I shouted.I headed to my backpack and pulled a peice of notebook paper , grabbed a pen and wrote then I headed out to my room.I saw the city of London, being crowded while I was here, alone.I started to walk closer to the edge of my roof, feeling my heart pumping.I looked on my surrounding and started singing.

"I wont forget you, at least i'll try .

Everything will be alright!

Everything will be alright!

Everything will be alright!"

It was a song by The Killers.A tear ran down my face.I leaned foward, closed my eyes.....weightless...breeze on my face.Suddently someone grabbed my ankle.I opened my eyes and looked up.I saw  long brown hair , brown eyes looking terrified at me.

"Gemma........let me go"

"I wont let you do this!"

My voice was low and slow "Please....just do what I say.I dont need to be here....No one loves me.I even hate myself"

"I do! I love you!Harry! You got a long life to live"

I hanged there, feeling all the blood coming to my head.She started to pull me up.I got to the roof, Gemma hugged me tight, but I didnt hug her back.I started to cry whule she petted my curly hair.

"Louis cheated on me"I whined.Thats when I squeezed her tight.

"Its ok Harry .....He didnt diserve you...you'll meet someone better."

"I...... still...love him..."

I could tell Gemma didnt know what to say so I asked her "How did you find me here?"

We backed away ans she took a deep breath "The note you left"I said sheepishly.

"Lets go inside and watch some x-factor"

"ok".

As we entered I quickly ran up to my room and reread the note I wrote:

              Thanks for giving me life but I dont think I could live here anywhere.Anymore.If your in time ..I'll be in on the roof, if im not ...then your too late ..........Im sorry.

                                                  Harry Stylesxx

I went to Gemma that I needed 10 minutes of thinking time.I sat on my bed.Hearing some of The Killers and started to make my way to version of songs:

We took a walk that night but it wasnt the same

We had a fight on the prominade out in the rain

He said he loved me,but he had somewhere to go

He couldnt scream while I held I close

I swear I never let him go

Tell me what you wanna know

Oh come on 3x

There aint no motive for this crime

Louis was a friend of mine

Oh come on 4x

I know my rights , I've been here all day and its time

For me to go so let me know if its alright