The love that died

the day

I woke up this morning with a sharp pain in my left side but I didn't want to let Some tiny pain ruin my good spirit,today was the day that I would be going out in public with my boyfriend of now 13 months Brian Smith."summer!!!!" My mom called for about the third time as I walked down the stairs in my black piercings and black everything."summer please put on something with color today I bet Brian would love it!!"Of course it was just like her to say what Brain would like when Brian was just like me ,emo!"Mom I know what he likes and its not that.I am not a bunny thank you and I would love it to stay like that!!!!"My mother knows I am emo I have always been like that and I would never change but she insists on being a over controlling bitch all fucking day!!My mom has always been a bit overprotective of me and she worries that I am out of it but she is wrong."look mom I am just really stressed out And I do not have time to deal with you or anyone's bullshit today!!!!!"My mother never really liked cursing in in the house.So the words that came out of my mouth to her is like I just said fuck you,fuck your life ,fuck your whole entire thing you got going on,but to me and every other non-parent asshole I simply said bullshit."Summer Monica waters how dare YOU disrespect me with that type of language in this house hold!!!!!!" All I had to say to shut her up was "Mom I hope u know that being an overprotective BITCH is not and will not get u anywhere in life with me and furthermore I say to hell with you,your rules and if you think for a second you can change me I hope you burn in hell." My mother stood there in shock and I was surprised at myself as well knowing that I would never and have never said anything like that to my mother.As I finished my bitch fest I grabbed my jacket and walked to the door,as I put my hand on the handle the doorbell rang. I opened it to find Brian standing there with the goofiest crooked smile I had ever seen!!! It was silent until I spoke first." Hey babe!!!" I said. I could tell something was on mind, he stared down at something then spoke."Hey is it me or did your boobs get larger and rounder" he said as he air cupped his hands toward my chest. I found myself blushing profusely at his joke. Then he said to me as my mother walked outside with us "seriously they are enormous!!!!" This time he said actually touching my boobs. "Hands to yourself I would like this to be I nonsexual outing ok,ok." We both agreed but us being emos we were rebellious and did not listen to my mother.When we were out of my mothers face and at his house I quickly pinned him against the walls of his bedroom as his fingers fumbled trying to lock the door so no one would come in. He kissed back full force holding me up by my waist,we made our way to the bed and he slowly started to remove my shirt. I pulled his clothes off fast but he was the one to remove his boxers just as he removed my panties. He started to go very slow and soft making the bed creak ever so slightly, then as I moaned and spoke sexily to him he sped up the pace, he was pumping extremely fast and he knew I liked it fast,rough and hard!!! I had hit my head on the headboard a few times and even though is parents were not home I felt as though my screaming could be heard throughout the neighborhood. When he had relived himself in the condom he was so exhausted that he rolled over and gave me a gentle kiss before he shut his eyes and was off to sleep. Typical of a man. Anyway about three minutes after he fell asleep a knock at the door was heard so I went to open it half expecting to see his parents,but I saw his best freind, Daniel waiting patiently for Brian to come to the door the expression on his face looking me up and down had suggested that I was not wearing any clothes I was just in my yellow bra and pink polka dotted panties. "Hey summer I had no Idea that u would be here" he said while looking confused and taking quick glances from my face to my chest which was bulging from the top of my bra. "Yeah me and Brian decided we wanted a little us time!!" I said this trying to drop very suddle hints as to make him wanna leave but he apparently didn't get the memo. When he walked into the home be passed me and noticed the deep slash marks on my right arm. "Dude what is it with you emo people and cutting yourselves,geez just get therapy!!" Daniel never reagglly understood why me and Brian did this to ourselves but he himself should I mean his mom hits him for no reason almost all the time and he never knew his father so he should know why we do this. Brian awakened when he heard the sound of me telling Daniel to shut the hell up after he yelled "BRIAN GET YOUR LAZY JUST CUMMED AND TIRED FROM SEX ASS UP MAN!!! ITS CALL OF DUTY GHOST TIME ASS PIRATE!!!WOOO!!! I tried to get him to shut up but he wouldn't. Brian got out of bed in his boxers to see what the hell was going on and found Daniel the dumbass yelling for him and me in my bra and panties telling him to shut up!!! "Daniel what the hell man you were supposed to be here at three o'clock what are u doing!!" ""What do u mean dude its 3:30 now!!!!!!!!" I was completely shocked and honestly tempted to tell Daniel to hit road,if he wanted to be with you he would've asked you out not me!!!! We walked back into his room an I got dressed both boys watching like little perverted bastards!!! I sat on the bed in Brian's room and watched the two boys play the game until his computer went off." Hey summer could you get that for me I am a tiny bit busy here!!!" I walked over to the desk where the computer was on and checked the email on his laptop.

Brian,

Are you done hanging with summer I really want to see you again!!!! It has been over a week and you promised that we would do something today it is my birthday Brian please do not be an ass hole and break the promise you made to me again!!! love you always,katie

I pulled away from the desk eyes watering but I said to myself no you are gonna be a strong emo and for the first time in my life I was not gonna feel sorry for myself nut only for him because he missed out on an amazing girl. I walked away from the desk teary eyed as Brian asked what was wrong and who emailed him." Oh it was nothing Brian just wrong email. "Oh thanks for checking though babe love you." He said this to me as if he had known what i read as to justify that he would never ever cheat and that he loves me.Then i finally lost it after watching him and Daniel play that damned game for over three hours!! "Brian you bastard who the hell is katie!!! who is the skank huh!!!!" I can't believe that he would go something like this to me. I stormed down the hall then out the out the door and drove home away from my bitch ass boyfriend. Now any other girl emo girl would have burned his house down and I considered doing that but I will just take my anger out at home.