Dear diary,
"Why are you late?" That was the first thing you asked when I reached the practice room. "I wasn't. I am 5 minutes early." I replied. Looking around the room, I realised that I wasn't the last one to arrive. In fact, Umji was still missing. Was she crying again? "I'll go and look for Umji." I said before heading up. When I reached our room, I was greeted by Umji's muffled cries. I immediately dropped all my stuff down before hugging her. "Shh...it's okay Umji. I'm here." I comforted her. Then I received a text from Eunha. "Hey. Where are the both of you?" The text read. "I'm sorry unnie but I'll be staying in the dorm with Umji. We'll practice later in the day. Carry on without us." I sent. "Umji, I told them that we'll skip now and practice later. Let's go out and calm you down first." I said while patting her shoulders. "SinB-ah...it hurts. It...It hurts to see them together..." Umji said in a small voice. "I know...I know. That's why we will go out and escape this suffocating dorm first, alright?" I asked. Umji then nodded her head slightly.
Just when we were about to go out, you barged in while rolling your eyes, words laced with sarcasm, "Wow...you are ditching practice just so that you and Umji can go out together. What a shocker." "U-Unnie...it's not-" Before Umji could finish explaining, I cut her off. "Umji let's go. Don't bother about the rest." I told her before leading her out. Why can't you see how puffy and red her eyes were? Why can't you see the sad expression she had on her face? Was it my fault that I prioritise her mental health more than our practice? Was I in the wrong? Tell me...I need some answers.
-SinB
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