I was going to attempts suicide but my best friend said if you do it i do it too. So thx to his stubborness im still alive. ~_~ If your wondering how all this started continue reading
This all started in 09 when my parents went to jail for drugs but it basically got bad in the 4th I was bullied because of my looks and weight. So i started acting out at school i joked about sucking dick but, i stayed out of detention which im proud of. Well anyways soon after all this I started 5th i dont remember much except I dressed like a tomboy and acted like one. I have always been quite but, the few people who did know my name it was because of my very popular friends. I'm leaving out names or im changing them due to not having permission on using them. Well anyways tings changed alot when i hit middle school. I met new people and new friends.
I stayed with my two friends Caylee and Joanna but, I also made new friends named alice and santana. Well i guess about the middle of the school year they made a joke about my weight and im not the skinniest girl their is and I got mad and stormed off then it all started insults was thrown back and forth mlstly by them and the other two girls but what really hurt was the names i was called I started hanging out with the straight A students which pissed them off worse until finally we made up but none of what they said never left my mind its been a year and i still think about what they said to me.
Soon after we made up I have always been the third wheel ive never had that one best friend till the very end I did but she made other friends leaving me in the dust they was always together and didnt realize me slowly slipping away from them. When eventually I stayed with the smart kids only talking to them occasionally. When i guess they got mad they called my very close friend a goodie two shoes and a few other immature names i got really mad then its always been do and say what you want to me but dont screw with my friends. Thats when I left them for my two good friends now. Anyways skip to the start of the 7th grade i apologized because i didnt want drama well that never happened.
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