time changes people (jikook)

8

Jungkooks pov

Everyone sits down at the table and I huff "jungmin sit next to Appa not on his lap please" jungmin Huff's and then sits next to jimin. I see the only chair left is opposite jimin, I roll my eyes and put the food on the table.

Namjoon looks at jimin "so...you're a model right?" I sit down and jimin nods "yes....but I also do some singing here and there....you're a rapper right?" Namjoon nods "yeah and so is my friend yoongi"
I stay Silent eating my food while they talk about their work.

I look up when yoongi chuckles "why don't you and jungkook sing something?" Jungmin gasps "yeah please eomma!!! Sing with Appa!!" I look at jimin who was staring at me. I gulp "uh....desert anyone?" I stand up and then walk to the kitchen

I then give everyone a bowl of ice cream missing myself out. Jungmin looks at me "eomma are you not having ice cream? You love ice cream" I shake my head "I'm going to start to clean up....I'll have some later"

I walk to the kitchen and start to clean up Everything.
I tear up a little listening to jimin laughing with yoongi and namjoon and then jungmin laughing as well.
I lean against the counter and then shake my head "I can't do this..."

I walk out not saying a word, I grab my jacket and walk out the house closing the door behind me.
I walk to the store and look at the cashier "hey I uh-"
"Oh my god your jeon jungkook!! What can I get you!!! Some candy?"

My eyes widen "actually I uh....can I have some ciggerattes....for my...for my brother?" The cashier gasps "you have a brother?" She gets the ciggerattes out and then shakes her head when I pull money out "no no anything for you! Will you tell the public about your brother?"

I shake my head "no he doesn't want to be known to the public" I put money on the surface "thank you!" I walk out the store and then make sure nobody is around, I pull my hood up so nobody knows it's me and then light a ciggeratte.

I smile a little feeling calm down, I smoke the ciggeratte and make my way back home. I huff when it starts to rain putting my ciggeratte out "Aish!" I drop it on the floor and huff "stupid rain" I open the front door and gasp when jungmin runs and hugs me "eomma!!! Why did you leave!!!!"

I gently push him away "ah sorry baby I had to go meet a client quickly....don't touch me baby I'm wet....has your appa gone?" Jungmin shakes his head "no Appa is Washing up and cleaning the kitchen" I sigh "ah I see-wait...what?"

I take my jacket off putting my ciggerattes in my back pocket and make sure my shirt covers them. I walk to the kitchen to see jimin with his buttoned up shirt rolled up to reveal his forearms and the first three buttons of his shirt are undone.

He was washing up and I blush a little...."you don't have to do that...." I walk towards him, he shakes his head "no it's fine....it's the least I can go....you gave me food and let me into your house...thank you....for letting me see my son"

I start to dry the things he washes up "I cant exactly keep him away from you....you are his father....and I can't stop that" he sighs "I miss you jungkook" I look down and then change the subject "so....how's work?" He nods "stressful....I'm home a lot more now and I work with some others....you know them?"

I nod "yeah.... taehyung, hoseok,Jin right?" He nods "yeah..." We finish cleaning up and I pack things away, jimin turns to me "so....you keep smoking a secret right?" My eyes widen "h-how did you-" he sighs "you use to smoke when we were together remember?....I can see the packet under your shirt"

I look down "I get stressed....so many women want dresses....so many of them need to be changed because they think that I can change it an hour before the ceremony....I'm just stressed...that's all" he leans against the counter with his arms crossed "my drinking has got worse"

I look at him "really?....maybe you should get help....that could kill you" he nods "so could your smoking" I sigh and then sit up on the counter putting the ciggerattes in the top of a cupboard "it's the only thing keeping me from pulling my hair out...jungmin wants to do every single after school club....and it's just.... stressful"

He nods "that's understandable....I'm always here you know.....now that I'm here I can take him to school some days...." I nod "yeah until you have to fly off to some other county" he sighs "I'm in Busan for two years now....all of my shoots are here....and if I have to leave then jungmin is old enough to understand...if I remember correctly it was you who kicked me out....so-"

I cut him off "yes I know....it was my fault okay?.....most things are these days! If jungmin wants you can have him all day tomorrow.....even have a sleepover if you want.....just...ugh....goodbye jimin" I walk to my bedroom and close the door.
I hear jungmin saying goodbye to jimin and then the front door close.
I bring my knees to my chest and sigh

"why...why does my heart still flutter when he looks at me?! I thought these feelings dissapeared!! What do I do?!"