I wipe my tears and check my phone quick time praying that no-one sent the video around. My phone’s there vibrating every 5seconds with bare man tryna holla me for head. Nah I feel like a fucking dickhead. I actually wanted to hide in a corner and cry so much, but I knew that wasn’t gonna help anything. I couldn’t go home this early cause my mum wold have asked me bare questions. Omds, if she finds out it’s actually all over. She’s gonna throw me out like my mum did and it’s juss long to find another foster family and all of that, so I’mma just hide in the toilets and hope I don’t get clocked.
The day went quite quick tbh. As soon as they bell ran, I bolted to the gates at some Usain bolt speed only to meet Nikisha, Rachel, Shanie, Tunisha, Monique, Darnell, Tashuan and their squad there waiting for me. On an actual level I was soooo fucking shook, felt like my heart was gonna drop fr. Then, Darnell puts his arm around me a gives me a kiss of my cheek.
‘Beg you come mines later, you and Shania’ –Darnell.
‘LOOOOOOOOOOL’ after you fucking dumb? After you embarrassed me in front of everyone. Am I mug? Am I sheg?’ –Natasha.
‘Wasn’t my fault my d’s irresistible’ –Darnell.
‘Stop selling yourself dreams b’ –Natasha.
‘Dw, your not gonna be on your ones, Shania’s squad’s gonna be there + Tashuan and couple mandem from Wembly , truss their all calm’ –Natasha.
‘Think I’ll pass’ –Natasha.
‘I don’t care, you’re coming, full stop’. -Shania
‘I can’t even be asked to argue so whatever, whatever –Natasha.
‘Make sure you look sexy for me tonight babes’ –Darnell.
As soon as we got home, it was a rush to get ready for Darnell’s yard link-up. I wasn’t a fan of make-up but he told me to look sexy for him so I might aswell try. I picked up the black pen tingg on my desk and tried to fill in my eyebrows.
‘That’s eyeliner, you fool, for your eyelids. Sit down and lemme do your make-up for you quick time yh’ –Shania.
My make-up was done in 20 mins: Eyebrows on fleek, Hair slicked up, nails painted, I’m not vain but I looked fucking sexyyyyyy.
‘Can we leave now?’ –Natasha.
‘I need to stuff my bra first yh’ –Shania.
Shania came out wearing some tight crop top, skinny jeans and fresh white airforces. My clothes weren’t all that according to her so she let me borrow her bralet, pum pum shorts and Crisp white hurraches. I felt hella exposed and naked but I looked sexy so I didn’t give a fuck.
