Its Gotta Be You (one direction fanfic)

Zayn.

Hi guys. I'm really sorry for not updating. I was going to update but exactly that day, the bomb exploded. Everything was a mess. This fandom just... we went down. So many things have happened. so much of heartbreaks has happened to this fandom. Zayn leaving us and the boys is like someone stabbing this fandom, breaking this fandom into pieces and leaving is empty with nothing left. And we are way too good to deserve this. Our angel has left us but I will still stay by our four other angels who stayed. I literally can't thank them enough for staying. If they had left too then I wouldn't be breathing right now. I wouldn't be healthy I'll be starving to death. I mean when zayn left I was starving myself, tweeting zayn to come back. I really really miss him. We all do. And I just want to go and give him a big ass hug and just express my love for him and tell him that the tears that are streaming down my face right now is for him. The love I'm craving for now is for him. I want to say sorry to him. Sorry if we were not good enough for him. Sorry if we couldn't help. Sorry that I'm crying but I can't help but miss him.

But I have to stay strong and support the other four also right? So please guys don't delete take my story off your page, I will update but not just yet. not now but I will. I still need time to get over this whole drama even though most of you would've moved on. Sorry. Thank you xx