My Mate

Chapter Three

Flashbacks into Darkness

Renea's P.O.V.

It was dark, I couldn't see a thing. Them BOOM, bright light and screams. Screams calling my name, yelling at me. What the hell was going on?? I forced my eyes open and there was fire, fire everywhere. I didn't know what to do. "Heeeeelp!! Help meee!" I squeaked out. Why was my voice so squeaky? What is going on. I find my self getting up and running to the door. Once my small hands touched the door knob I whinced in pain. My hand sizzled from the heat, burning my flesh. My body was moving but not by my command. I found my self going to the window of my room. Trying to open up the window, that wouldn't budge. I kept screaming as the fire came through my room closer and closer to me.

"HEEEEEELP!!! HELP ME PLEEEEASE!!" I sobbed loudly. The fire got closer, touching my back, burning my flesh. Soon I was engulfed in darkness.

  My body was moving yet my eyes were closed. What was happening?? I force my eyes open and I see a man hovering over me. No a teen. He looks so familiar I just couldn't put my finger on it. What is going on?? He had a smirk plastered on his face, watching my every move.

"What's going on??" I asked looking around. Why were we in his room?

"You owe me Renea, remember? ?" He smirked wider. Bruce? Was this really him. Why is he here, I don't want to see him, or be touched by him ever again!

"What do you mean?" I squrimed underneath him.

Yet, his grip got tighter and tighter. I whimpered as it did.

"Your gonna be mine. ." He said sharply. His fingers dug into my skin, ripping it open. I screamed out in pain. His lips trailed down my neck and to my shoulder. His big strong hands rip my shirt off my body, nothing else was on me. He bites my neck hard and I squeal loudly. If you get bit by someone who isn't your mate, it hurts like hell. Like a snake bite 20 times worse. I cry hard,my tears blurring my vision. His pants suddenly go off as he gets closer and closer to me. Then the darkness haunts over me once again. Why does this keep happening to me? What is happening to me? Why I am like this, it doesn't make sense to me.

  My eyes open and I'm screaming. "Aaaaaaaah! HEEEEELP ME!!!" I screamed running as fast as I could. Why am I running. There were 5 guys behind me, chasing me. They all wanted a piece of me. I ran into the woods hiding behind many thick bushes. A hear a noise, a crack of a tree limb. Oh no... I stay still cautioning myself. It was a bad decision. A man jumped on me and straddle my waist.

"Why did ya leave little girl, we just wanted some fun? ?" He said smugly.

I started to swing, hitting his chest, squriming in his grip. More guys approach looking at me like I was a piece of meat. It was utterly disgusting. I sobbed hard as the all came down on me with punches and kicks yelling at me.

"You never run from the Alpha, ever!!" More kicks, more punches, one after another. Darkness filled their eyes. As the darkness covered my body.

I was being pushed, but not like someone pushing you, like tention why's. A feeling of perpresure.

"Get up, there someone you need to meet." My mom said cheerfully. I found myself getting up and taking a shower. Soon after i appeared in my living room, in a short dress. I'm living my memories over aren't I? The fire when I was 5, the rape when I was 8, the beating when I was 12, and now the force of.marriage at 14. I sat on the couch next to Sam. He was 17 then. He didn't look happy, he felt betrayed and angered.

"Sam this is your new girlfriend, you will make her yours and get married soon. 2 years tops." His father said sharply. Sam growled at his father.

"I will not marry someone I don't know, I don't even like her. I mean look at her." They kept fighting, I was just sitting there as he insulted me. I wasn't moving, nor talking just taking it as the knife dug deeper into my heart. I wonder why I never did anything. I watch as months went by with our relationship. The good things and the bad. Watching it all past my mind.

"I hate you! I have never loved you, I'm playing this game they have made for us! Stop acting like I'm your mate, cause I'm not!  I don't want you anymore but you know what, I'm stuck with you!" He yelled at me. Many things were broken scattered around the floor. This way the day of the fight and the end of our relationship. My hand went clean across his face making a loud smacking noise.

"Goodbye Sam! Go fuck yourself. To think I could ever love an asswhole like you!" I screamed as many tears trailed down my face. I left, going home and telling my parents what happened. They were gonna be mad, but it wouldn't be that bad....right? I appeared in my room and my mom and dad were yelling at me, my sister and brother were crying.

"I'm sorry okay?!?! I can't stand him, he fucking hurt me, he doesn't love me!!!" I found myself yelling at them. They scoffed at me.

"No one will love you, your so pathetic you can't take a little screaming with out crying." My mother said sharply.

"Your nothing to us, your just a drop out. You are worthless to us." My father said firmly.

"Now your leaving, away from this family and pack, all you will do is bring us down in you trap." My mother says as tears blind my eyes.

"Get out!" My father yelled. I grab what I could and ran as fast as I could. Away from my family away from the pack grounds. I ran to nowhere, nothing. I was just rejected by my family, breaking me into to pieces. Soon the whole pack broke our bond, there was nothing. My wolf went silent and layed in darkness. Everything was gone for me. I had nothing left. I layed there and cried till I found myself getting up and climbing a tree. My favorite tree, where my rope to the river hung. I wrapped it tight around my neck wanting all the pain to just disappear.  Before I could jump, there was nothing but pitch black emptiness. This time no change, nothing happened. I layed still in the darkness, finally closing my eyes to sleep. I felt as if there was nothing for me. I slipt away.