my thoughts

im breaking

268 days clean, I'm going to make it to 270 but I don't know how much more after this...
It's been so hard and I almost failed multiple times but I've done it for my baby and my angle baby who I will always miss but she will be in my heart, this year is beating me down and I recently lost someone I've know for years, I don't know what to do anymore and I'm hanging on by the threads...

Thanks for reading ghost in my staircase ...