It all started when we started texting on Snapchat, We didn't think nothing like us getting together, He would just help me with my problems at the time. He understood when no one did he never judged me. He started complementing me, He made me really happy he showed me my worth even though we wasn't even together yet, We became really close he helped me with guy problems, I cried to him he even would cry with me, Then one day I told him how I've been treated in relationships and he went through the same things with girls, We told each other what we liked to do And we were completely the same! I started falling for him.. Not just that little fall I'm talking about like really caring unconditionally. I was at my lowest at the time I met him, He really showed me my worth and I felt whole again, We barely texted unless it was about something one of us posted something on our story we would swipe up on it and comment, Then we started texting every single day. Then we started FaceTiming A little but I was scared to tell him how I felt about him,Every relationship I've been in did not work out at all, I got hurt every single time but something about him I can see he is different how you may wanna know, Well because he has been through close to the same things I have been through relationship wise and family wise we never hurt people we always was the ones hurt, I know it might sound crazy but I can feel when someone will last and with him I can feel it he is super sweet he always reminds me that I'm good enough even when I do not feel it at all. He lets me on his phone he tells me what he is going through I can be myself around him goofy,sad,bad, natural, sleepy etc... I finally told him how I felt he felt the same way I was so so so surprised, I thought he was wayyyyy outta my league he was so perfect and handsome and I felt I was nothing compared to him.. So we made it official! I Finally felt at home and healed, He is literally my bestfriend I feel like he was a blessing from god cause god was tired of seeing me hurt by all these guys that did not know how to treat a women correctly. I Felt I found my purpose to live and never give up, He pushes me to do better and never let people bring me down, He always calls me his baby, He talks to everyone about me and he always gets excited when I call or text him!!! We Are meant to be but I still sometimes feel like I'm not good enough because all the people start treating me good in the beginning then Bad, like they get tired of me or something but I try to be good enough and help but I feel like it makes it worse so I just wait you know? I give them time to have space if I can't help.. I'm just scared, I feel I will never be the greatest thing to someone but Gabe He is different but I feel I don't help at all but I will strive to always be the best person I can be an Keep pushing and staying positive I can't dwell over something I can't change or get rid of cause it is memories from the past, I Just want the best for him and me I just hope I don't get hurt again. I always lose the closest people I have an it breaks me all over again cause I fall so fast cause I care a lot about people more than myself 😞🥺❤️🤞
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