3rd Base

Chapter one: Somewhat of an Invitation

I don't know what to do... i feel so stupid for this. I've been with Chris for about a year and it's been great, but Matt. Matt is amazing. He's funny, loving, everything any girl can ask for. I just don't know what to do.

I have to go to school now. Which is fun, but there are all the idiots that need to just the shut hell up.

I hate being at lunch because I always catching myself staring at Matt ' s table. He's just so cute when he laughs at his own stupid jokes. I just want to ---

Crap he saw me look at him... ugh his smile is just so beautiful. And his eyes, the blue green eyes he has are just amazing. I just hope Chris doesn't notice us making eye contact because it will go all down hill from there.

"Babe you okay?" I cringe at the sound of Chris' voice, wishing it was Matt.

"I'm fine", I try to say without sounding annoyed.

"You just look like something is on your mind...."

"I'm fine." I couldn't take it anymore. I snapped a little. I'm just tired of pretending to be okay.

I think Matt over heard us because he started to walk towards our table.

"Everything okay?" He said with his amazing smile.

"Yea, good luck on your baseball game today!" I stated.

"Thank you, I hope you are attending! There's going to be a party after and I would want you to come if you would like?"

I smiled, " I will try."

He walked off, I look over and Chris looks pissed. At the moment I don't care but then I ask if he's okay. He says he doesn't like Matt because of something years ago.... well I think that's what he said. I was too busy thinking about what I'm gonna wear to the game.

I couldn't help but think about whether or not he wanted me to go because he may like me back, or if it was just an invitation.

Part of me wants it to be a invitation...

But

Another part of me wants to just kiss him in front of everyone at this exact moment, because the temptations are growing.