Crazy ex( Bryan William's story)

Crazy ex pt.10(Memories)

⚠️TW:depression, anxiety ,abuse⚠️

You layed there silently crying and shaking, was it a nightmare or a warning who know's but you had a feeling he was coming back trying not to wake bryan ,you slowly moved his arm and tipped toe out the room and on to the deck staring at the dark stary sky in the night with your now cold tears rolling down your face. Why couldn't you be happy or move on, you didnt love him but his face will always haunt you, his hands will always hurt you. You think about the night you left , the glass that shattered across the room, the screaming, the yelling, the fighting, grabbing your throat and slamming you into the wall, the crying , the pain he caused you, you wanted him to feel it too everything he has ever done to you, you wanted him dead.

You don't really know why things took a turn but it did and for the worst he was this kind, gentleman and know he was cold hearted and easily tempered, would get it mad if some one even looked in your direction and blame it on you, get mad if you went to your friends or even smiled at some one everything you did set him off.

The pain you endured for 2 years affected everything you do , then you started thinking about Bryan a nice sweet man who looks like he cared for everyone and had a kind soul but so did your ex and he turned into a living hell.

You thought to yourself Bryan would never do that saying this made you sigh as you wipe your tears , some one approached you from behind turning your head into his chest you let everything out for god know's how long but when you stopped he looked at you with looking into hes eyes you could see he wanted to protect you.

You hugged Bryan tighter and then let go and walked back to bed and just layed there with thought running around thinking to yourself "could I ever be happy ".

You felt yourself panicking and tried to breath to come yourself down, Bryan took your hands and put on his chest and told you everything was going to be alright as your breath starting calming down you can hear a slight whisper of him saying"i will always protect ".

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