When HE left ME

2:Ro Ro

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Rose pov

It felt like time had paused. I don't know how many minutes had already passed.. I was lost in his eyes.

Lulu's giggle took me back to present scenario.

Yes.. it's him... His face look so tried and his hazel eyes are not shinning anymore.

It seems like he is also in another world. Maybe he never expected me here.

Before he opens his mouth..
I walked towards jeeju and informed him that his friend is here.

Adam is Jeeju's best friend. Not only Jeeju's but also Ann's favourite person more like her brother.

They both didn't know he is the guy who broke my heart. I don't even bother to explain it to anybody else.

Only thing I want now is shut everything out of my life. I want to be inside my room.
I was in hurry to get into my room.

Suddenly Ann called me from kitchen and enquired about the guest.

"It's Adam." His name  tastes bitter in my mouth..

"Ohhh..he is already here... We were waiting for him." So they already knew it and didn't cared to tell me.

I'm about to reach my breaking point. Entering my room and shutting me down was my only way..

Thank God....Ann didn't saw Lulu face.. After washing her face I changed my cloths. Lulu is playing in the cradle..

I'm pacing along my room. Thought in my mind are in swift motion

All our good old days are feeling just like yesterday...

..oh my god..I'm not supposed to think about him.

Think something else.

What will I think?

Why he is here

Maybe just a visit

But that too this early hour

Not even an holiday

Stop thinking.................

I don't know how is time moving.
But knock on my door took me off guard.

I really don't want anybody to see me in fragile condition.

I opened to see a happy looking Ann. What in this world makes her happy from the grumpy mood few minutes back.

Oh yay her brother here.what else she needs..

"What happened to you?  Are you not well?"Her face is now filled with all concern.

"I'm okay Ann....just a headache.."  I looked to the clock and her time is already passed.

"Are you not going to work today?"

"Yes..I'm going.Your jeeju will drop me.."she said with a smile

How is that even possible.They are in two different ways.

Ann noticed confusion on my face.."He is taking a day off..Afterall his best friend is here. Actually I also wanted to take off but you know I already took many leaves for Lulu. So not today.."

"I'm so happy ...Adam is here. I had missed him so much.." her words are filled with joy.

I don't know what to feel about it.

Do l miss him... answer will be a big YES ... I also missed him so so so much.

But happy for him being here. Absolutely NOT.... I was trying hard to forget all the moments we had..but again here I'm...